primer two will be one of my least favourable memories in my life. lets not talk about it.
just got back from gym today. realised that my blog's not updated as frequent as i hoped it would be. but i realise that if you want to blog something, it has to be something special, unique. blogging about what happened today, blah blih blah, quite doesnt seem so special.
but its still fun. so im still going to rant about what happened today..etc.
went gym with sam. he injured his wrist i think. overexerted. that sucker. and all the while he was telling me not to push myself so hard.i got to admit, after a while not going gym i get easily tired. but not exhausted. we tried out ian's method his friend taught him. whoa! it hurt like hell! but it was worth it, considering the improvement it beckons.
good news. sarah's grandfather is out of the ICU. can talk , laugh, eat drink etc. alhamdulillah. lets hope and keep praying that he recovers soon. so that she wont worry so much and all that.
i realised that GESS is becoming a pain in the asses of its students. ive never heard better nonsense since the 'grow me corner'. WTF is that??!! its like a time out space where those kindergarten..
yes, kindergarten..get the picture?
they have to start treating people like adults. unless thstudents are becoming more and more immature?
there's another issue i want to rant about. this girl called celestine. ive heard horrible stories about her. about her 'services'. thats wicked sick man. saw her today (checked with sam, he told me that was her) on the way to gym. the skirt was damn high. she walked in this 'certain' manner. erm. i dont know if its appropriate to talk about it on here. lets not pollute this blog. its not as if i purposely notice her. its just that, whats happening to the shool these days? band slacking, grow me corner, and this??!! imagine the things people will say when you tell them that you are from GESS. i'd feel ashamed if i were you guys.
and thats about that. i got to wrap up my 'speeches' in a better way. oh well. practise makes perfect.
oh yeah..dont forget to visit the band blog...for band ppl la...
its linked here...
belissimo.
rock on...
love you dear *smooch*
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Friday, June 23, 2006
games
"teeeeet!!!"
games day was fun. yeah. for me it was. but for her maybe not. the inevitable thought of her grandfather constantly plagues her mind. its ok. moodswings are inevitable at the time. its ok. =)
played captain's ball. wttf man. perspired more than i do during aikido. it was fun to play with the juniors, being senior and all that. but somehow, being senior gives you that feeling that you HAVE to win. oh well. "we are all winners". hahar.
do you know whats so liberating? yesterday, i picked up a pair of sticks, sat down on that black swivel seat. placed my legs on both pedals. adjusted th high-hat. turned on the snare. "boom-tak-boom,boom boom-tak". imagine playing a fast song, lets say El Cumbanchero. but twice as fast. yes. that was truly truly, liberating. i felt so high i could hardly think. i kept playing. instinctively. and thats not easy.
but its been a while since i've played? maybe thats the reason.
could someone please tell me why we are all listening to metal? ian? hahar. "everybody going to the party have a real good time". or "cool! in denial, we're the cruel regulators smoking cigaro cigaro cigar". intense shit people.
ian stop your 'hado-gay', okay? im straight. that stuff's old. a bit of it os good. alot of it just doesnt fit the scene aite? oh yeah. about krevan. its cool. i'll start drawing asap. got me excited.
they got punished just now. i think it was about some cleanliness issue. but before that was fun. played concentration. with rain being the ultimate loser!! nyeh5. i only died once. but i was fortunate to not have played that hei pai chei? whatever its called. the game that involves smacking the opponents hands. i got slapped by stupid rain. lame shit.
oh yeah. the spring cleaning rocks guys. finally learned to clean up after yourselves. bravo! oh by the way sayang, i took home your birthday present, that framed artwork i did for you? yea. and your sleeping bag too. cause im afraid those idiots might throw them away. lamebrains
shit man im damned tired. what time isit? 2 45 am? okay forget it. better continue doing my project.
rock on..
ps: this blog does not update itself daily. instead, it updates maybe weekly? even motnhly? depends on my mood =)
games day was fun. yeah. for me it was. but for her maybe not. the inevitable thought of her grandfather constantly plagues her mind. its ok. moodswings are inevitable at the time. its ok. =)
played captain's ball. wttf man. perspired more than i do during aikido. it was fun to play with the juniors, being senior and all that. but somehow, being senior gives you that feeling that you HAVE to win. oh well. "we are all winners". hahar.
do you know whats so liberating? yesterday, i picked up a pair of sticks, sat down on that black swivel seat. placed my legs on both pedals. adjusted th high-hat. turned on the snare. "boom-tak-boom,boom boom-tak". imagine playing a fast song, lets say El Cumbanchero. but twice as fast. yes. that was truly truly, liberating. i felt so high i could hardly think. i kept playing. instinctively. and thats not easy.
but its been a while since i've played? maybe thats the reason.
could someone please tell me why we are all listening to metal? ian? hahar. "everybody going to the party have a real good time". or "cool! in denial, we're the cruel regulators smoking cigaro cigaro cigar". intense shit people.
ian stop your 'hado-gay', okay? im straight. that stuff's old. a bit of it os good. alot of it just doesnt fit the scene aite? oh yeah. about krevan. its cool. i'll start drawing asap. got me excited.
they got punished just now. i think it was about some cleanliness issue. but before that was fun. played concentration. with rain being the ultimate loser!! nyeh5. i only died once. but i was fortunate to not have played that hei pai chei? whatever its called. the game that involves smacking the opponents hands. i got slapped by stupid rain. lame shit.
oh yeah. the spring cleaning rocks guys. finally learned to clean up after yourselves. bravo! oh by the way sayang, i took home your birthday present, that framed artwork i did for you? yea. and your sleeping bag too. cause im afraid those idiots might throw them away. lamebrains
shit man im damned tired. what time isit? 2 45 am? okay forget it. better continue doing my project.
rock on..
ps: this blog does not update itself daily. instead, it updates maybe weekly? even motnhly? depends on my mood =)
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
no particular reason...
"oh..that one need to use the particulate theory to divide the...."
very funny ian. =)
yesterday went back to band, as always. i really cant live without going back.
cause i miss her so much?
then ian came along at around lunchtime. i really didnt expect him to come though. then we talked about krevan. creature war, rebellion war, bulter..the list goes on. and then came the gameplay. whoa! lucky im no gamer. and that is precisely why i ONLY do the art. its so complex that a huge question mark really appeared on top of my head.
band sucks really. i dunno about yours but gessband cant really play a tune properly. yes i am insulting my alma matter band. but seriously. listen to yourselves. finally i realised that brasses sound like chickens being slaughtered and woodwinds sound super airy.
except her la. yes i am damn bias. shoot me. =)
my archi project is really doing slow. i dunno about the other groups though. i kinda regret taking architecture. should have taken media design or something like that. regret regret REGRET!!!
architecture is boring.
architecture is lame.
in architecture you have to consider a whole lot of things. for example, toilets?
i hate doing computer aided shit. except drawing and all that.
i kinda hate groupwork cause the end product is not really standard. some parts may ne ugly but some beau.
i'd rather take exams and do tests rather than have in-course assessment.
so you see. if you are interested in my line, do reconsider. and this is what you should reconsider: dont take architecture!!
unless you are those kind of people that are born to do so and i salute you.
the miserable side of my life keeps cocking up. i really miss her alot. sometimes the time we spend during band just isnt enough. we are not like all those other couples where both party can go out everyday. no. its hard for us to even meet for awhile, less go out for a movie.
im not blaming anyone here. if there was a blame it would be on me.
so before you say anything about us do think. do you really know us? about our relationship? do you really have the right to criticise us? in what we do? think. god gave you a mind for you to think. not to criticise blindly.
and if you do. and do too much. then let me introduce you to my fist. or even better, my bokken!
i really miss you alot dear.
rock on...
very funny ian. =)
yesterday went back to band, as always. i really cant live without going back.
cause i miss her so much?
then ian came along at around lunchtime. i really didnt expect him to come though. then we talked about krevan. creature war, rebellion war, bulter..the list goes on. and then came the gameplay. whoa! lucky im no gamer. and that is precisely why i ONLY do the art. its so complex that a huge question mark really appeared on top of my head.
band sucks really. i dunno about yours but gessband cant really play a tune properly. yes i am insulting my alma matter band. but seriously. listen to yourselves. finally i realised that brasses sound like chickens being slaughtered and woodwinds sound super airy.
except her la. yes i am damn bias. shoot me. =)
my archi project is really doing slow. i dunno about the other groups though. i kinda regret taking architecture. should have taken media design or something like that. regret regret REGRET!!!
architecture is boring.
architecture is lame.
in architecture you have to consider a whole lot of things. for example, toilets?
i hate doing computer aided shit. except drawing and all that.
i kinda hate groupwork cause the end product is not really standard. some parts may ne ugly but some beau.
i'd rather take exams and do tests rather than have in-course assessment.
so you see. if you are interested in my line, do reconsider. and this is what you should reconsider: dont take architecture!!
unless you are those kind of people that are born to do so and i salute you.
the miserable side of my life keeps cocking up. i really miss her alot. sometimes the time we spend during band just isnt enough. we are not like all those other couples where both party can go out everyday. no. its hard for us to even meet for awhile, less go out for a movie.
im not blaming anyone here. if there was a blame it would be on me.
so before you say anything about us do think. do you really know us? about our relationship? do you really have the right to criticise us? in what we do? think. god gave you a mind for you to think. not to criticise blindly.
and if you do. and do too much. then let me introduce you to my fist. or even better, my bokken!
i really miss you alot dear.
rock on...
Thursday, June 08, 2006
blue skies turned to gray
" cause you had a bad day, tkae me one down, blah..ETc"
having bad days lately. coming home tired, downtrodden and sad. messy room, messy bed. home alone? probably. irritating brothers surround me. sad.
and why?
i dont really know actually. but i account it all to :
SCHOOLWORK....
and,
PEOPLE....
yea. thats about it i guess. let me explain.
you may think that i should be lucky that my course is in-course assessment. think again. do you know how it feels like to have projects and projectwork getting shoved into your face day after day after day? you dont. cause you dont want to. it sucks.
and the people. not that i want to shoot at anybody, but im kinda like a nice guy. no backstabbing, no gossiping, no nothing. but still, people talk behind my back. sure i've gotten used to it but hey, take it easy cowboy. every guy has its limits.
which brings me to my patience level...
currently it doesnt look too good. the only thing that can cool me down is either appeasement or sarah.
sarah
sarah sarah sarah
i love you
at the end of the day, it all boils down to this incredibly lonely feeling. everyone's busy. including you. sometimes we dont have no one to talk to. and sometimes we do. but that doesnt mean we shouldnt look out for each other. humans. listen to me. take care of one another. why is it that we let our egos get in the way?
and then i miss her. its a plauge. it doesnt stop nor end. i have dreams. i crave. i miss. i want. i need. i lust.
but i guess we're having a not so good times these holidays. i cant see her so often. and there are "new rules" too. which really really bites me. but i have no choice. it is not in my power to go against her. i have to follow. to obey. which i dont mind. but it bugs me, to not be able to do certain things again.
it just isnt fair. u guys are lucky.
asses.....
rock on..
having bad days lately. coming home tired, downtrodden and sad. messy room, messy bed. home alone? probably. irritating brothers surround me. sad.
and why?
i dont really know actually. but i account it all to :
SCHOOLWORK....
and,
PEOPLE....
yea. thats about it i guess. let me explain.
you may think that i should be lucky that my course is in-course assessment. think again. do you know how it feels like to have projects and projectwork getting shoved into your face day after day after day? you dont. cause you dont want to. it sucks.
and the people. not that i want to shoot at anybody, but im kinda like a nice guy. no backstabbing, no gossiping, no nothing. but still, people talk behind my back. sure i've gotten used to it but hey, take it easy cowboy. every guy has its limits.
which brings me to my patience level...
currently it doesnt look too good. the only thing that can cool me down is either appeasement or sarah.
sarah
sarah sarah sarah
i love you
at the end of the day, it all boils down to this incredibly lonely feeling. everyone's busy. including you. sometimes we dont have no one to talk to. and sometimes we do. but that doesnt mean we shouldnt look out for each other. humans. listen to me. take care of one another. why is it that we let our egos get in the way?
and then i miss her. its a plauge. it doesnt stop nor end. i have dreams. i crave. i miss. i want. i need. i lust.
but i guess we're having a not so good times these holidays. i cant see her so often. and there are "new rules" too. which really really bites me. but i have no choice. it is not in my power to go against her. i have to follow. to obey. which i dont mind. but it bugs me, to not be able to do certain things again.
it just isnt fair. u guys are lucky.
asses.....
rock on..
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
back...lah
so many things to do so little time. im back peeps. life is now a big burden. i have projects end to end, back to back. whoever said that architecture was fun?? ok its interesting but it's very demanding. lectures are boring (duh) and tutorial is damn long and draggy. sp campus is soo darn big. i got lost a couple of times =P.
anyway i didnt go to school today. later in the afternoon then im going. they need me, my group. i want good grades too. i wana go university. degree in architecture sounds good no? maybe in the future you wana build a house can gimme call? lol.
i think my english has depreciated over time. armstrong would be 'proud' =D. my maths a total dunno. physics and chem a- whats physics? LOL. my current project needs some profound usage of physics which i have long forgotten. something to do with lens and magnification bla bli bla.
its been awhile since i've seen her. heavy heart. lol. i miss her very much leh. haix. anyway, life's not all that bad. 3mc's risen again. this time bigger and wackier. desmond's grown fatter XD ian has freaky long hair. fiz is more IT (stupid c ++) and sam got a gerl??? stay tuned.
rock on...
anyway i didnt go to school today. later in the afternoon then im going. they need me, my group. i want good grades too. i wana go university. degree in architecture sounds good no? maybe in the future you wana build a house can gimme call? lol.
i think my english has depreciated over time. armstrong would be 'proud' =D. my maths a total dunno. physics and chem a- whats physics? LOL. my current project needs some profound usage of physics which i have long forgotten. something to do with lens and magnification bla bli bla.
its been awhile since i've seen her. heavy heart. lol. i miss her very much leh. haix. anyway, life's not all that bad. 3mc's risen again. this time bigger and wackier. desmond's grown fatter XD ian has freaky long hair. fiz is more IT (stupid c ++) and sam got a gerl??? stay tuned.
rock on...
Sunday, February 26, 2006
lol
yesterday went to band. amazing day. thanks to you dear. *winkwink* what was the 'magic number'? 14? fourteen times. =)
after band we went to long john for lunch. and yes i have had enough of treating all of you for lunch. luckily darryl was there. they aim for the most senior seniors. lol. and sam you owe me 7 bucks. hahaha.
we went to 'walk walk' after that. kellt was unhappy that day. strange. whenever mummy is happy, kelly is not. and vice versa. wanted to watch final destination 3 but not all of us are 16 lol. took a neoprint. 10 people squashed into a booth. and yes. thanks for squeezing me into this small gap that i could not escape from when we you all left the booth. and thanks for snagging all the better prints!
relax guys i aint mad. hmmm. i guess today's entry will be short. looking forward to tomorrow. now i gota finish my storyboard for ian.
rock on...
after band we went to long john for lunch. and yes i have had enough of treating all of you for lunch. luckily darryl was there. they aim for the most senior seniors. lol. and sam you owe me 7 bucks. hahaha.
we went to 'walk walk' after that. kellt was unhappy that day. strange. whenever mummy is happy, kelly is not. and vice versa. wanted to watch final destination 3 but not all of us are 16 lol. took a neoprint. 10 people squashed into a booth. and yes. thanks for squeezing me into this small gap that i could not escape from when we you all left the booth. and thanks for snagging all the better prints!
relax guys i aint mad. hmmm. i guess today's entry will be short. looking forward to tomorrow. now i gota finish my storyboard for ian.
rock on...
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
yayeeee
woot! arsenal beat real madrid 0-1!! hahaha! yes! yes! another classic thiery henry goal! slipped past the defender and under the arms of iker casillas, running straight into the bottom corner of the net! woot! im thrilled that they won, since they're not doing so well domestically. i had to stay up the entire night just to watch the match. and it was a damn good match, with arsenal being on the offensive. i told you real madrid defence sucks! gravesen is too old. though i had some chills running through my spine when raul came into play. luckily, he did not manage to net anything. big applause to the arsenal defenders gilberto and toure for keeping cicinho and robinho at bay. it looks like the real madrid young stars did not suffice. there was a fight going on between fabregas and cicinho. lol. nice job lehmann. very clean.
was playing maple in the wee hours of the morning. managed to eventually get to level 40. though now i realise that life as a warrior isnt so glamorous. chicks dig the thieves and magicians. curse them. lol. they favour brains over brawn. but warriors ARE cool! its like driving a tank! you get to smash everything up! the highest early attack AND defense! alas, the chicks still dont love us. oh well.
been looking through my magic collection lately. reminiscing at the old days, when we used to get together to play magic. at mac, long john, class and even at the void deck. not to mention that memorable match at the mrt station. magic is like, 13 years old? now nobody wants to play with me. sob. maybe its because i win all the time. but then, if i enter tournaments im the dead duck! i guess i have to seek for more difficult opponents. come! come play with me! my skills have rusted like hell! but i can still whoop your ass! goblinz rulez!!
love you dear...
rock on...
was playing maple in the wee hours of the morning. managed to eventually get to level 40. though now i realise that life as a warrior isnt so glamorous. chicks dig the thieves and magicians. curse them. lol. they favour brains over brawn. but warriors ARE cool! its like driving a tank! you get to smash everything up! the highest early attack AND defense! alas, the chicks still dont love us. oh well.
been looking through my magic collection lately. reminiscing at the old days, when we used to get together to play magic. at mac, long john, class and even at the void deck. not to mention that memorable match at the mrt station. magic is like, 13 years old? now nobody wants to play with me. sob. maybe its because i win all the time. but then, if i enter tournaments im the dead duck! i guess i have to seek for more difficult opponents. come! come play with me! my skills have rusted like hell! but i can still whoop your ass! goblinz rulez!!
love you dear...
rock on...
Monday, February 20, 2006
warning
how long have i not posted? one week? been busy actually. wont disclose. anyway i received this message from somebody to spread this message.
Beware of the following websites, as they are spreading false information about islam. they are : www.answering-islam.org , www.aboutislam.com , www.thequran.com , www.allahassurance.com
these sites are made by jews who are spreading false information about the quran and hadith.
well, back to todays post. went to acjc for the funorama recently. boy it was fun! we had around....400 bucks worth of coupons to spend! (courtesy of my mom) bernice ended up playing lots and lots of games. i think she ended up owning ALL the soft toys there! there were loads of food for us to eat. for that day, we were like kings and queens! spending loads of coupons, like water. unfortunately there was this heavy downpour and all the games had to stop. and we had like, 300 bucks left to spend?? sam, kelly and i went to the haunted house which wasnt really scary. twas only very very dark. of course, nothing happend to me. sam got his legs grabbed. kelly was so afraid that she held my hand all the way. after the 'horror' we played more games and eventually spent ALL the coupons.
been mapling alot these days. not really drawing much. i hate drawing still life. theres no imagination. unless of course you draw em like someting else. ok i cant explain, i can only draw.
love you dear...miss you
rock on...
Beware of the following websites, as they are spreading false information about islam. they are : www.answering-islam.org , www.aboutislam.com , www.thequran.com , www.allahassurance.com
these sites are made by jews who are spreading false information about the quran and hadith.
well, back to todays post. went to acjc for the funorama recently. boy it was fun! we had around....400 bucks worth of coupons to spend! (courtesy of my mom) bernice ended up playing lots and lots of games. i think she ended up owning ALL the soft toys there! there were loads of food for us to eat. for that day, we were like kings and queens! spending loads of coupons, like water. unfortunately there was this heavy downpour and all the games had to stop. and we had like, 300 bucks left to spend?? sam, kelly and i went to the haunted house which wasnt really scary. twas only very very dark. of course, nothing happend to me. sam got his legs grabbed. kelly was so afraid that she held my hand all the way. after the 'horror' we played more games and eventually spent ALL the coupons.
been mapling alot these days. not really drawing much. i hate drawing still life. theres no imagination. unless of course you draw em like someting else. ok i cant explain, i can only draw.
love you dear...miss you
rock on...
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
choices
choices, choices and more choices. damn i hate to choose. there are tons of courses out there but only a handfull are to my liking. i cant even get 12 choices! all of them are crappy. thats why i insist on going NAFA. fine arts all the way. because thats my ultimate goal. to be an artist. like the old masters. and the modern ones as well. like anthony scott waters. mark zug. rk post. kev walker. most of them are fantasy artists. thats what i do best!
my family and relatives think my results are good. are they nuts or what?
english 2
emath 3 (i let ms lee down)
c.humanities 5 (fck la)
physics 5 (sorry mr lim)
chemistry 6 (i passed chem!)
malay 4 (am i really malay?)
malay oral pass (???)
art and design 2 (%#&$*#*$&#%%$^!!!)
very sucky (steven's words) results. see la. play lan, get girlfriend, focus too much on gessband (it rhymes, i know). this is what you get. well bloody hell im infuriated.
maybe i'll go back for the peer tutoring shit. english la. what other mofo subjects can i teach? all are like 5 or 6?? i mean fck lor. humanities. i always get 1 lor!! fcking cb!
its all bad luck la. some jealous SOAB is out there to get me. you get dzaki, dzaki get you!!
love you sweetheart..
rock on..
my family and relatives think my results are good. are they nuts or what?
english 2
emath 3 (i let ms lee down)
c.humanities 5 (fck la)
physics 5 (sorry mr lim)
chemistry 6 (i passed chem!)
malay 4 (am i really malay?)
malay oral pass (???)
art and design 2 (%#&$*#*$&#%%$^!!!)
very sucky (steven's words) results. see la. play lan, get girlfriend, focus too much on gessband (it rhymes, i know). this is what you get. well bloody hell im infuriated.
maybe i'll go back for the peer tutoring shit. english la. what other mofo subjects can i teach? all are like 5 or 6?? i mean fck lor. humanities. i always get 1 lor!! fcking cb!
its all bad luck la. some jealous SOAB is out there to get me. you get dzaki, dzaki get you!!
love you sweetheart..
rock on..
Monday, February 13, 2006
my immortal
my o level results? i wont tell you. go find out for yourself. haha. aniway my art is so bad. i got a2. pity.
my grandfather passed away today. so i wont talk much here. have to sleep. funeral is tomorrow. so see ya.
love you dear.
rock on...
my grandfather passed away today. so i wont talk much here. have to sleep. funeral is tomorrow. so see ya.
love you dear.
rock on...
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
beatles
oh how i love the beatles. till now their music still lives, that british pop rock band. they were my first band, heavily influenced by my father. i really enjoyed them. im listening to their songs, only accoustically. no singing, no percussion. just accoustic guitars. take a break from all that head banging rock and roll and listen to some serenity. classics like 'here comes the sun' to 'hey jude' to the ever memorable 'yesterday' (my fave). i told my dad i wanted to play the guitar and he laughed and smiled. he loves playing the six-stringed instrument. i told him i wanted bass. and then he said bass is super easy. easy for him of course. my dad is really a pro when on guitar. you know that time we talked about making our own band with me on drums. that would be cool; if we had drums!
ive been slacking alot lately. not going to gym. but thats ok i guess. i'll get that body i want. someday. maybe sooner. or later. but im gona make it sooner. haha. stop being lazy dzaki. stop it! go out there and lift some weights! oh..slacking also includes not drawing! omg. im supposed to be drawing something everyday but na-ah.
can some kind soul out there please teach me the 'hows' of photobucket? i really would like to post my artwork on my blog. that way i can receive comments (good/bad) so that i can improve you see.
anyhow thats it for today. love you sayang..
rock on...
ive been slacking alot lately. not going to gym. but thats ok i guess. i'll get that body i want. someday. maybe sooner. or later. but im gona make it sooner. haha. stop being lazy dzaki. stop it! go out there and lift some weights! oh..slacking also includes not drawing! omg. im supposed to be drawing something everyday but na-ah.
can some kind soul out there please teach me the 'hows' of photobucket? i really would like to post my artwork on my blog. that way i can receive comments (good/bad) so that i can improve you see.
anyhow thats it for today. love you sayang..
rock on...
Monday, February 06, 2006
whack
it must have been a millenia since i have last blogged. ok im just kidding. it only a few days. been kinda tired and busy too often. busy from having too much fun. tired from overenjoyment.
im proud to welcome two new additions to my family. i just bought two new fishes from the local aquarium yesterday. they're two young oscars, black and white, and they're cute! but they're very shy of me. i guess it takes time for them to bond with their owners. most of the other fishes that i've bought (and died) tend to bond quite fast. maybe they're too juvenile. or maybe the tank is too large for them. they get lethargic too fast. why is keeping fish so fun? well. two reasons -1)they are quite graceful underwater and when you look at them you feel relaxed 2)feeding time! its so nice to watch them feed. their heads bobbing up and down, opening thier mouths and swallowing the food pellets.
i've finally got godlike mode in maple! yes! now i can train faster and more efficiently. i know its cheating but i sometimes hit below the belt. for the fun of it =). oh and to whom it may concern, im not using seshiro anymore.
hafiz! quickly call vanga to play us! or we play him! i cant wait to fight new opponents in magic! its fun! you dont have a clue to what decks they're using and its damn fun to strategize with your team meates (if you're playing team). you may say ask "why not join a tournament?" well. one reason. they're so STRONG!!! i get beaten 5 times out of six!! i ALWAYS end up in the losers' table! so guys, haha, i may be one of the best in school at that time but in the REAL world, im like a noob. so that gives you how tough competitive play is.
talked to asyifah yesterday. i was surprised that she messaged me all of a sudden. lol. so i managed to find her (coincidentally) on msn and we had a little chat like we used to back in the old days. cmon syifah! your last year already! just hang on! im sure you can make it. =)
im changing my lifestyle. when people sleep, i sleep as well. usually i would spend hours on the com past midnight. but then i realised that im getting more and more blind! help! i desperately need new specs!
thats all for now folks. i have a strong intentipn of mapling today.
rock on...
im proud to welcome two new additions to my family. i just bought two new fishes from the local aquarium yesterday. they're two young oscars, black and white, and they're cute! but they're very shy of me. i guess it takes time for them to bond with their owners. most of the other fishes that i've bought (and died) tend to bond quite fast. maybe they're too juvenile. or maybe the tank is too large for them. they get lethargic too fast. why is keeping fish so fun? well. two reasons -1)they are quite graceful underwater and when you look at them you feel relaxed 2)feeding time! its so nice to watch them feed. their heads bobbing up and down, opening thier mouths and swallowing the food pellets.
i've finally got godlike mode in maple! yes! now i can train faster and more efficiently. i know its cheating but i sometimes hit below the belt. for the fun of it =). oh and to whom it may concern, im not using seshiro anymore.
hafiz! quickly call vanga to play us! or we play him! i cant wait to fight new opponents in magic! its fun! you dont have a clue to what decks they're using and its damn fun to strategize with your team meates (if you're playing team). you may say ask "why not join a tournament?" well. one reason. they're so STRONG!!! i get beaten 5 times out of six!! i ALWAYS end up in the losers' table! so guys, haha, i may be one of the best in school at that time but in the REAL world, im like a noob. so that gives you how tough competitive play is.
talked to asyifah yesterday. i was surprised that she messaged me all of a sudden. lol. so i managed to find her (coincidentally) on msn and we had a little chat like we used to back in the old days. cmon syifah! your last year already! just hang on! im sure you can make it. =)
im changing my lifestyle. when people sleep, i sleep as well. usually i would spend hours on the com past midnight. but then i realised that im getting more and more blind! help! i desperately need new specs!
thats all for now folks. i have a strong intentipn of mapling today.
rock on...
Saturday, January 28, 2006
gym
i am really tired today. went to the gym to work out and i tell you it was really a work out!! having a bodybuilder for an uncle can be really strenous! had to travel all the way to woodlands though. but it was worth it! 'cos it was free? =P
shes having a bad time since i 'left'. family problems. i just dont get it. why should relatives fight?? that is surely immoral! why the fuck should we have enemies as relatives? for God's sake they are our own flesh and blood! to treat your relatives with spite will only gain the hate of people around you. including mine. so please people, stop hating each other. if you have to tahan then tahan. God put us into different races and groups so that we will mingle with each other. you know. make peace, share the love around. i do not believe that such vile beings existed.
i guess i should explain the "i 'left' her" part. we didnt really part. we just agreed to stop seein geach other (communicating etc) so that we can concentrate on our own lives, our studies etc. but that doesnt mean im single ok? i will always be attached to her. no one else. i love you dear.
rock on...
shes having a bad time since i 'left'. family problems. i just dont get it. why should relatives fight?? that is surely immoral! why the fuck should we have enemies as relatives? for God's sake they are our own flesh and blood! to treat your relatives with spite will only gain the hate of people around you. including mine. so please people, stop hating each other. if you have to tahan then tahan. God put us into different races and groups so that we will mingle with each other. you know. make peace, share the love around. i do not believe that such vile beings existed.
i guess i should explain the "i 'left' her" part. we didnt really part. we just agreed to stop seein geach other (communicating etc) so that we can concentrate on our own lives, our studies etc. but that doesnt mean im single ok? i will always be attached to her. no one else. i love you dear.
rock on...
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
love
i went to the cinema to watch Memoirs of a Geisha. it is one sad show. a geisha does not feel nor does she want nor love. you do not become a geisha to pursue your destiny. you become one because you have no choice. the story begins with this girl and her sister being taken away, sold to a geisha house (okiya). there they are separated to different okiyas in separate districts (hanamichi). slowly and unwilingly, they work and study to one day pay off their debt and become true geisha, living off their own earnings. this story starts some time after world war 1, some time during the rise of Adolf Hitler.
the thing i dislike about the story is that it really has a lot of backstabbing and bitching ( girls mah). however, without all the emotion and drama this story would not have been a success. geishas are not entertainers nor girlfriends. nor are they wives. they are in between; half wives, wives only to the night. they dance, sing, play music and entertain you. the rest is just shadow.
one of my favourite scenes was the part where mameha and chiyosan were walking down the street. there mameha told chiyosan "a true geisha can stop a man with just one look". chiyosan could not believe this of course so she picked one target for mameha. and as what she said, mameha did stop the guy chosen with just one look. the guy simply stopped in his tracks to look at mameha. now it was chiyosan's turn. mameha picked this guy riding a bicycle. chiyosan got ready and when the guy came past she gave this most alluring look. the guy simply stared at her, and crashed into a cart and roadside stall in front!
there was this part where they were talking about mizuage (a geisha's virginity). did you know that to become a true geisha one has to sell her mizuage? i was like, what?! how they described this was truly funny. "sayuri (chiyosan's geisha name), do you know that sometimes, a men's eel would like to visit a woman's cave once in a while?" sayuri made geisha history when she sold her mizuage to the highest bidder at 15,000 yen - higher than any geisha did.
well, i would liek to tell you more about the story but then i would be a spoiler right? so go watch it yourself and be amazed at this secret world of a geisha.
love you girl...
rock on...
the thing i dislike about the story is that it really has a lot of backstabbing and bitching ( girls mah). however, without all the emotion and drama this story would not have been a success. geishas are not entertainers nor girlfriends. nor are they wives. they are in between; half wives, wives only to the night. they dance, sing, play music and entertain you. the rest is just shadow.
one of my favourite scenes was the part where mameha and chiyosan were walking down the street. there mameha told chiyosan "a true geisha can stop a man with just one look". chiyosan could not believe this of course so she picked one target for mameha. and as what she said, mameha did stop the guy chosen with just one look. the guy simply stopped in his tracks to look at mameha. now it was chiyosan's turn. mameha picked this guy riding a bicycle. chiyosan got ready and when the guy came past she gave this most alluring look. the guy simply stared at her, and crashed into a cart and roadside stall in front!
there was this part where they were talking about mizuage (a geisha's virginity). did you know that to become a true geisha one has to sell her mizuage? i was like, what?! how they described this was truly funny. "sayuri (chiyosan's geisha name), do you know that sometimes, a men's eel would like to visit a woman's cave once in a while?" sayuri made geisha history when she sold her mizuage to the highest bidder at 15,000 yen - higher than any geisha did.
well, i would liek to tell you more about the story but then i would be a spoiler right? so go watch it yourself and be amazed at this secret world of a geisha.
love you girl...
rock on...
Saturday, January 21, 2006
yoz
what a tiring week this has been. i've went out almost everyday! (which im NOT supposed to. now im grounded on weekends. poor me =(...) went back to school to help the band (it really sucks down there but in a funny kind of way) went to the hospital, went here and there. haix. was tiring. did a few drawings of course. my version of goblin sharpshooter from MtG. a zombie coming out of a hole. i sketched my cousin sleeping. haha. caught you! i tried to draw something like a paladin but ran out of steam (so itas incomplete. hey! isnt that a song?)
leslie came over on wednesday. and boy did he have a surprise for me. he brought along this cool game (which i already know how to play initially) LOTR : Battle for Middle Earth. played for hours actually. didnt sleep at all. none can contend with the power of Saruman! ok im a game freak =P ( sarah u were right!) and did you know what was the most surprising thing? my brothers played it too! ususally they hated my kind of games. but hey. i guess they love LOTR too. isengard rocks! cant wait to go play it at lan again. hard army is nothing!
shes having pms the last few days. been almost a week now. its very scary for me though. i get scolded almost every night! but hey. i can take it. i mean, what can i do? when shes pms-ing, none can contend. should be ending soon i think. yay. its like mrs jekyll/hyde thingy. in the morning shes herself but at night, she suddenly hates me! lol. i love her still. a lot . no. more than that. just wana let her know.
well, thats it for now. sorry for the long gap in between. been busy.
love you dear *muackz*
rock on...
leslie came over on wednesday. and boy did he have a surprise for me. he brought along this cool game (which i already know how to play initially) LOTR : Battle for Middle Earth. played for hours actually. didnt sleep at all. none can contend with the power of Saruman! ok im a game freak =P ( sarah u were right!) and did you know what was the most surprising thing? my brothers played it too! ususally they hated my kind of games. but hey. i guess they love LOTR too. isengard rocks! cant wait to go play it at lan again. hard army is nothing!
shes having pms the last few days. been almost a week now. its very scary for me though. i get scolded almost every night! but hey. i can take it. i mean, what can i do? when shes pms-ing, none can contend. should be ending soon i think. yay. its like mrs jekyll/hyde thingy. in the morning shes herself but at night, she suddenly hates me! lol. i love her still. a lot . no. more than that. just wana let her know.
well, thats it for now. sorry for the long gap in between. been busy.
love you dear *muackz*
rock on...
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
crazy
i love goblins. really. they are cute and funny. not to mention dumb as well. hilariously dumb. especially in magic. they make fierce fighters, having haste, provoke, first strike and they can ping too. i always take pride in my goblin deck but yesterday brought unhappiness to my heart as my goblin deck lost 1-2 to sam's elves. damn! i hate elves.
ok let's cut the magic card talk and go back to earth. i've been going to the gym lately with sam, every monday and friday. it's to keep fit of course! i dont want to be a 'sick child' once school starts for me. and speaking about school, i still have trouble deciding where to go. both napfa la selle needs a portfolio and i have to go through an interview to get in! if i go to SP, i'll have another dilema. architecture? or creative media design? my dad really wants me to go architecture. i thinks its somewhat cool to be an architect but im more into fantasy drawings. my long term goal is to be an illustrator. an artist. a fantasy artist to be precise. if i want that, then la selle or napfa is the choice for me. but im afraid you see. they are really REALLY pro down there.
that's it for today. my tummy's growling...
rock on...
ok let's cut the magic card talk and go back to earth. i've been going to the gym lately with sam, every monday and friday. it's to keep fit of course! i dont want to be a 'sick child' once school starts for me. and speaking about school, i still have trouble deciding where to go. both napfa la selle needs a portfolio and i have to go through an interview to get in! if i go to SP, i'll have another dilema. architecture? or creative media design? my dad really wants me to go architecture. i thinks its somewhat cool to be an architect but im more into fantasy drawings. my long term goal is to be an illustrator. an artist. a fantasy artist to be precise. if i want that, then la selle or napfa is the choice for me. but im afraid you see. they are really REALLY pro down there.
that's it for today. my tummy's growling...
rock on...
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
sheep
today is hari raya haji. and i did not go to the mosque early in the morning to pray. nope. instead i went to visit my granpa at the hospital. yea. around 8 when we reached there, my family and i. we managed to squeeze 5 people in the cab. my dad told the cabbie " its an emergency ". and lo and behold, we got through. didnt do much at the hospital really. fell asleep a couple of times. believe me, sleeping on the waiting benches can really hurt your back! and since we got nothing better to do, we made paper aeroplanes. the paper was meant initially for drawing. but i got bored of drawing after sketching that dumb tree. so we flew aeroplanes instead. hmmm. reminds me of that rhcp song aeroplane. i remember it won some other song on mtv's chart attack. rhcp rox! =P . after a lot of 'flights', we got bored and made paper boats instead. and guess what? we raced them in the nearby lingkang outside the hospital. yep. sort of like kampung days. but i've never lived the kampung live before. at nightfall we went back to my other gran's place (my mom's side) for dinner. the house was cramped full of people. hari raya wad, my mom commented.
oh yeah..lol..i realise why poeple dont visit my blog often. its cos the name is too long and complicated aint it? one-quaver-onetriplet-semiquaver. cmon man. ask any musician out there to explain it to y'all. its that simple!
rock on...
oh yeah..lol..i realise why poeple dont visit my blog often. its cos the name is too long and complicated aint it? one-quaver-onetriplet-semiquaver. cmon man. ask any musician out there to explain it to y'all. its that simple!
rock on...
Sunday, January 08, 2006
twisted transistor
yep. thats the tune i keep humming. haha. korn's not bad by the way. metal. nicey.
went to seoul garden today. after going desmond's house that is. we wanted to treat him. but alas he had to go with his family. sadded. so we went there to eat. i have this craving for meat these days. yes meat. lucky it isnt for blood. thwn we had to somehow get rid of the leftover food. dumb samuel took so much that we had a lot of leftover uncooked food! lol. watched ahmad play F.E.A.R. at desmond's house just now. scary sia!! there's this girl spectre or ghost thingy-whatever floating around with all these ghouls and zombies and stuff. then there's these extremely irritating soldiers with remarkable AI that wont stop hunting you. brilliant game i say!
after that we slacked at sam's redhill house. very spacious.i love it sam! you know why i love it? 'cause its near her house! so i got to wave goodbye to her just now. sweet! i dont mind going around being called 'loverboy'.
rock on...
went to seoul garden today. after going desmond's house that is. we wanted to treat him. but alas he had to go with his family. sadded. so we went there to eat. i have this craving for meat these days. yes meat. lucky it isnt for blood. thwn we had to somehow get rid of the leftover food. dumb samuel took so much that we had a lot of leftover uncooked food! lol. watched ahmad play F.E.A.R. at desmond's house just now. scary sia!! there's this girl spectre or ghost thingy-whatever floating around with all these ghouls and zombies and stuff. then there's these extremely irritating soldiers with remarkable AI that wont stop hunting you. brilliant game i say!
after that we slacked at sam's redhill house. very spacious.i love it sam! you know why i love it? 'cause its near her house! so i got to wave goodbye to her just now. sweet! i dont mind going around being called 'loverboy'.
rock on...
Thursday, January 05, 2006
i try ah...
went back to my old school today. cca orientation. was fun actually. the sec ones were pretty much the same. annoying brats. went to somehow help the band. played a drum demo for them. sucked. haha. that dumbass samuel went off somewhere. so i was 'forced' to play. cmon guys, you cant depend on me anymore. my days as a gessband member are over. im a freakin senior now! though i joke alot and adopt this 'friend friend' attitude, the feeling is still yucky. they didnt do good though. only 57 names. yes, you heard me. 57. compared to last year's (im not boasting or anything) whooping 120+ names, i'd pretty much say it sucked. cmon guys(and gals) you can do way much better than that! i really hoped this year's intake is good. if we cant have quantity then we must have QUALITY.
saw sarah today. not supposed to see her though. she wouldnt let go of my arm when i was polishing them boots. nice. warm. she screamed at me during the orientation when i touched and tried to play her precious piccolo. and she just wouldnt let me off when 'band' ended. she wants to see me. very often. but i cant. im not supposed to. we are not supposed to see each other. she kissed me. she wasnt suppose to.she has to control. go and study. dont think about me. dont worry about me. i'll be fine. go worry about yourself. when i'm gone just carry on, dont moan, rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice. know that im looking down on you smiling. and i dont feel a thing so baby, dont feel no pain just smile back.
i tried to use cheat engine on maple today. didnt work. maybe i'll try again. ive had it pestering nicholas for that dumb hack. its like, he wont give it to me. argh! but the cheat engine thingy. nah. keeps disconnecting. I NEED A DAMN BYPASS!!!!
any of you folks out there got bypass to maplesea?
rock on...
saw sarah today. not supposed to see her though. she wouldnt let go of my arm when i was polishing them boots. nice. warm. she screamed at me during the orientation when i touched and tried to play her precious piccolo. and she just wouldnt let me off when 'band' ended. she wants to see me. very often. but i cant. im not supposed to. we are not supposed to see each other. she kissed me. she wasnt suppose to.she has to control. go and study. dont think about me. dont worry about me. i'll be fine. go worry about yourself. when i'm gone just carry on, dont moan, rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice. know that im looking down on you smiling. and i dont feel a thing so baby, dont feel no pain just smile back.
i tried to use cheat engine on maple today. didnt work. maybe i'll try again. ive had it pestering nicholas for that dumb hack. its like, he wont give it to me. argh! but the cheat engine thingy. nah. keeps disconnecting. I NEED A DAMN BYPASS!!!!
any of you folks out there got bypass to maplesea?
rock on...
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