release

Sometimes in life you just have to let things go.

Let go of all that hatred. Let anger just float away. Let revenge seep out of your soul and heart. You'll find that it's easier that way. Let other people win sometimes, winning isn't all that important any more. I think, that if you learn to let go, things wouldn't be half as bad as you think they are. If you let it go, you won't be affected. you won't get inflicted.

It's hard to let go. But once you do, and continue, you'll find that everything's all smooth sailing. You don't have to care about what people think, or what they say. The good points you take, and the bad points, you ponder. Process it, think whether it really is valid. If it is, then reflect on what's done. If it's invalid, then ignore it. Let it go.

Release yourselves from fear. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate and hate, leads to suffering. Sorry I just had to do that.


rock on
ps. do you know anything about sup dog?

mygoodness

Oh my goodness we are all WAY behind time.

Checklist:

ALL landscape drawing assignments (03) + landscape drawing final (01)
history reflective notes (04) + (01) 1000 word essay
portfolio (01)
ALL digital art assignments (04) + proposal (01)
SAS 3D stuffs (01)

(16) stuffs to do. By end tutorial.

poke

I am a bike person.

poke!

roots!

No not the metal song.

I think, on my path of becoming a fine artist, I've forgotten my roots. Stuff I was initially known for, was/is(?) good at. I think I've forgotten my illustrative roots. Those were easier times, just making sure things looked nice visually, whether it looked appealing and stuff like that. You don't have to worry about artist statements or concepts. You just have to worry about anatomy, if you're doing figures. Or some physics if you're doing anything that has movement. Like fight scenes. Or if you're drawing something from history then make sure you get the time line right. Easier stuff. Easy on the mind as well. I realise that it's quite hard taking what you have, improvising/using it to go somewhere else.

Illustrating is kind of a half taboo now.

A blast from the past.

rock on

happy lunar new year

kill

I don't get angry often. Even if I do it itsn't by a lot. But there is just one thing that'll make me explode and that's shit from computers and other electronic devices.

I get extremely annoyed by -

laggy computers
fucked up internet connection that keeps disconnecting for no apparent reasons
windows OS
retarded web browsers that don't load
stupid error notices that say 'unknown error'
even dumber troubleshooting notices that say 'unable to find/diagnose error'
pop-ups
VIRUSES
shitty lifespan of laptops
even shittier battery lifespan
how many fucking times do you have the (Not Responding) piece of shit?
windows HANG
unable to locate wireless connection (or something like that)

and many, many, MANY more.

Sucks man. Life is too full of shit already.


rock on


i love you babe. i dont really know how to say this. just that recently, you havent been yourself. you're extremely volatile lately. i dont know what to do, i dont know what to feel. sometimes i worry for you and sometimes i get annoyed by your impatience. sometimes i admit, i am at fault. but there are other times when you explode at small little things. today we almost argued because i wouldnt share a fried wanton with you. what's wrong sweetheart? can you tell me? can someone at least tell me some small hint of a solution. im sure both of us are unhappy with the current ups and downs. i dont know what im doing wrong. am i too lenient? too forgiving? or am i too harsh and insensitive?

=(