Sunday, December 04, 2005

bored...

i went out yesterday with jiayi, ian , sam and hafiz. we roamed about orchard road, goin up and down. we were bored with nothing to do. nowhere to go. "go wherever the day takes us". we bought matching rings from taka. "the fellowship of the rings".

i did something stupid that day. i inhaled helium. there were these folks who were givig out ballons. the ones that can fly. so i tried making that chipmunk voice. i inhaled helium. of course i sounded funny and all that. but there were tremendous and devastating side-effects (not really actually). i could not breathe. i was choking. LOL. took me awhile to regain my composure. felt giddy. i wont do it again. WARNING: DO NOT INHALE HELIUM.

then we went about to toys r us. boy are we lamers. trying to find a teddy bear bigger than jiayi. no easy task.

these few days are boring. its been wahile since i drew anything. my skill must be rusty. i hate that.

if any of u all have any fun-filled activities feel free to give me a call.

rock on...

Monday, November 28, 2005

camps-a-citis

goin to class chalet today. later. so that means i wont be blogging for the next few days. haha. after the class chalet which is at sentosa, im goin to band camp. to torture the juniors. nah just kiddin. a few reasons for goin back. 1) to see her(important!!!) 2) to see them (maple-family n my sis) 3) play magic(teach noobs..then beat em to a pulp!) 4) of course, i almost forgot. to teach em to play better! and thats about it i guess. the school stinks actually. when i was sec1 things were way better. though we didnt have the automated gates but the canteen looked nicer (less birdshit on the chairs), it was more strict, we were more disciplined and the principal was 'cool' (in a sense that we didnt hate him so much) so yeah. school aint that bad last time.

my dad asked me what i was gona do for this long break. i didnt answer him. i didnt know how to. i basically didnt have a clue. of course one of the things i intend to do is to find work. but i duno. thats cos ms lee is looking up this manga course for me and we kinda dont know when it'll start and stuff like that. so i dont think i'll be working any sooner. or later =P. but still. all i wana do is slack. yea. i dont pretty much care about money (actually i do but...). all i wana do is lay back for awhile. but for how long?

i think im gona be sick. really. sleeping late. skipping meals. on the com too long (it comes naturally). will i die an early death? god knows. but whatever it is, i'll still be writing this damn blog. cos i feel like it yea? its quite fun writing long blogs. you dont have to think. just have to write. very much unlike testimonials where you seriously have to think back. way back. lol.

maple is pretty much boring these days. hmm. maybe ossyria will bring new adventures. you cant really find any spot to train in victoria island. too full of noobs. but hey. when you go to ossyria, YOU are the noob. serious! 60-80+ mages, warriors, archers and assassins make the crowd there. heck im only 43! but so far things have been good. been killing leattys and dark leattys. they are soo cute! pity we have to kill em. soon, i'll level up. and then you'll see me in a brand new kismet. just you wait.

rock on..

Thursday, November 24, 2005

for nothing

seasons come and seasons go...

i really have no idea you visited my blog dear. really. so im sorry i didnt know what you were talking about just now. im sorry. dont be mad. i'll buy you cookies =).
its not as if i check my blog everyday. like only once in every three days? i really dont like it when you're mad at me. i'll feel very bad. like dirt.

i have to design the band logo. well its not have to. i volunteered (whoppee). i really have no idea waht to do. really. you know after the Os mayb i could relax a bit. so i didnt really have anything in mind. no creative juices flowing. AND. guess who's the concept designer fo KP? me -.- . yea. actually im kinda depressed you know. about the 'i cant draw anymore' thing. maybe it'll wear out.

so i tagged along for the mpa outing. really it was'nt as bad as i thought it would be. twas fun actually. yea. maybe it was because ahmad was'nt there XD. anyway, went home late both days. yea. midnight? sure thing. but had to pay the midnight fee (not minyak fee).sorry we didnt go to your house dear. i know you wanted me to come. alas fate doesnt will it.

im sorry dear. im really sorry. ya i say im sorry alot of times and then i'll repeat my mistakes AGAIN but what can i do?! im dumb...

Monday, November 21, 2005

o level de

YAY...its over...thats rite you stinkin morgul rats! o levels are over...so get off my back..i aint gona do shit fer some time...

Thursday, November 10, 2005

clouds

you know the thing about clouds is that they move pretty slow. or dont move at all. sometimes they move pretty fast, depending on the wind. but time. time is alot like clouds. it can go fast. it can go s l o w. and its going slow now. but why now? why not speed during the o levels, and stretch out after that? hours seem like days! the only time it speeds up is during the night. boy it runs.

im still stuck having my o levels. and it sucks. right about now i'd wished it ended tomorrow. but alas, i have maths tomorrow. and i hate math. right now im chatting with my 'sis' when i should be drawing. or studying math. argh! how i despise that subject! if only i could tell ms lee how much i despised math. but i cant. i dare not! i will not tolerate math no more.

maple. hmm. it has been a while since i've seriously trained my hunter. i wonder how he's feeling, that seshiro. sumtyms i visit my daughters online, in-game. that is, if i can go in. why is it too damn full? why are there tons of noobs in aquila? i'd say we should ban all those below lvl 20. that way us lvl 4o+ can have at least a decent place to train.

rock on then....

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

o levels

welcome to the first day. haha! it's bound to happen. those jokers. haha! laughter in the examination hall.

well, i knew venice would come out. did you? haha! spot one dude! i didnt realise it would be THAT similar to prelims. foreign talent - again! boring la. and venice came out. woot! how i wished that the entire Os would be this simple. and fast! please end it fast. i wana enjoy! =D

maple is somehow boring now. boring! i think my level 41 hunter is good enough. maybe i'll retire. but then my kids wont get to see their daddy anymore. poor kids. thats cause im goin into magic now. and the future deck i wan amake costs...300 bucks?! omg! where am i gona get THAT much cash?

so horny...hahaha! rock on!

Monday, October 31, 2005

playful slumber

what am i doing now? im watching wrestling, playing maple and living the nocturnal life. which is bad of course. im supposed to be studying and drawing. but im not.
should i be punished? surely punishment will come sooner or later.

and that girl. she owes me a kiss. i wont forget that. see this is what will happen if you challenge me. hahaha! not now..maybe during band camp? (oh batista's still heavyweight champ)

O levels are creeping up. slowly. but it will dawn upon me to be studious. like real. exam time is the time to play magic. it just is. after exam time, during the holidays (much deserved), is LAN time. oh yeah.

well. dont want to write much. so i'll end it here.

rock on...

Sunday, October 23, 2005

...mugger-ing...

listening to sum 41...and more metal...but will it hurt? turn on the emotional beast in me? hahaha..i never thought of that. anyway, dumb o levels are coming up..with chem prac on the first day..and that's on my birthday! haix...how i wish i could just relax and slack...i can, actually...but i'd rather not.

i didnt apply for study leave. i mean, what for? i'd rather go to school and suck more knowledge from my peers. it's better that way. staying at home is BORING. ok, thats a lie. its just that there are way too many distractions-the com, magic, sleeping (i do this in school as well), tv (not many shows but hey, it hypnotises!) and maple of course!

fasting month is going on well with me. haha. can even find time to go to the gym and work out. guess i'm that strong. however, my brothers are getting too irritating for me. i'm resorting to punches now. i don't care if they die! hahaha! get out of my life and space dweebs! (im not supposed to curse and swear while fasting)..

band. i think its gotten worse! i think they still cant play. well, there goes our legacy. but i believe they will get better..(in a million years!) ( joking! XP).. hahahaha! i have got to teach them how to play the snare..and the drums..and wan fen IS getting a bit keen on playing the drums..so i guess it won't hurt for me to come back. i'll take it as they need me :). but i can only come back after the Os. if not ms tan will shoot me down like a dog!

anyway, thats all for now.

Rock on...

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

im back -yet again -.-"

aaaaahhhh....finally im back!

wasnt too compelled to write anything the past few weeks. too busy with prelims, like everyone else. but prelims werent that bad. i got 18 for l1r5 and 12(i think) for l1r4. not bad for MY expectations. now im a bit laid back. but had no chance to truly grasp the good old days of slacking with friends.

talking about friends, it seems that i've become more distant with them. perhaps maybe it is due to the lack of time. i havent been able to chat with them these few days. or maybe it is the lack of thought. the only constant things on my mind presently are Magic, revisions(piles and piles of homework), Art(i just have to finish it soon) and Sarah.

Sarah. i wonder how she is. we went to watch a movie just now arnd noon together with her friend. Suane i think was her name. corpse bride was the movie. it was my first time going to the cinema with her. and i should treasure it. there arent many instances where she can go out to watch movies. it was a nice show. entertaining. a bit of laughs here and there. quite sentimental. the animation was cooler than ever. the topic of marriage amuses me, as this was discussed in the movie. after the show she went out with her friend. orchard wasnt it? to look out for adidas apparel. so i didnt get some quality time i was looking for but then again, im just being too selfish.

" with this hand i will raise your Sorrows. with this cup i your Happiness will never end for i will be your wine. with this ring, i make you Mine ".

Monday, September 19, 2005

Rebirth of RaeBORN

this is an official announcement to all you folks out that that Raeborn has moved to Ver. 2.7 Magic Player. from today henceforth, i will start the magic trend again (much to the dislike of her)and is pending whether or not i will go to the Ravnica: City of Guilds prerelease (mayb i can catch that maple playa thr)

till then, Jericho sounds cooL! esp at 5:36 (tom solo)(perc rox!) and my green/white lifegain is crazy!! anthr potential "piss ur opponent off" deck lyk tt phage deck of mine...

till then...rock on!!

Sunday, September 18, 2005

aftermath....

sorry ger..i noe ur sorry too...so lets make up eh? =)

hehe...my ger..so sweet...we all quarrelled....tough la..kena srcewed...of cos i din fight back la...but then i went ballistic...(family issues)...at first i was the one who comforted her while she raged at the world and at me...but now twas the other way round....haha...how ironic...in the end both of us got splitting headaches...

today tiring siao..officially woke up at one pm...sian...then ate lunch, watch tv and played com lor...my dear daughter played my acc fer me..thank you dear!! ^^...

3:29am...watching documentary abt ww1 n ww2 on the tv...a bit gory...but nationalistic sia...a bit abt USA la....quite cool...saw a soldier get blown to bits by gunfire....also saw the destruction of pearl harbour...i like older wars...less innocents get hit then compared to soldiers...unlike wars now....jus bomb here bomb there....sian rite? medieaval wars better...but more gruesome la...anw...tired liao...so nity nites...love you dear ;)

rock on.....

Friday, September 16, 2005

~Anger~

WTF MAN!!! wad the hell did i ever do?! hurt her alot of times?? does she tinks that she's the only one hurt?? its all give and take i'd say!!

What's her problem?? i try to help, but she wont cave in....dont TRUST me huh?! i hurt you a lot of times huh?! dont you see that people are trying to be SYMPATHETIC here?!! dont you see that im trying to HELP??!! think im useless huh? think im jus a lousy piece of shit huh?! I LOVE YOU!! dont you know that??!! dont you know that when you're not happy im not happy too??!!! why do you do this??!! why do you think that people are always insulting you, blaming you??!! becos they ARE??!! and you think I do that dont you?? you think i dont care?? I DO CARE!!!!

IM SORRY OK?? SOOOO SORRY!!! YOU DONT NEED ME!!! YOU DESPISE ME NOW RITE?? U HATE ME!! U FcukiNG HATE ME WITH ALL YOUR HEART...UR BROKEN HEART!!!!! AND YOU WANA END IT THIS WAY??!!! HUH?!! DO YOU??!!!

fuck with the rock on...go fcuk yourselves...

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

prelims.....round 2

today was history...no i mean history prelim...hahaha...history was, as usual, fun! had to write a lot of things..things i have written numerous times in tests, tests and assignments. write till my hand cram! hahaha! we had chptr 10 for sbq and chptrs 1, 9 and 6 for essay. not bad rite? at least my predictions were on. but i did'nt expect chptr 6 to come out. sianz...war in the pacific...AGAIN!! haha...of cos i've done that alot of times...too easy.

anyway chemistry's up tommorrow. so is english 2....hope i can get all the >/15 points for summary...and let me pass chemistry!!! plz!!!

rock on ppl!

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

prelims.....round 1

ss was ok i guess. i had fun criticising the question. the one about foreign talent. where the hell they get the sources from? all of them suck. i even calculated the percentage of foreign talent by using the table. haha! then of course came the essay. i chose venice of course. i'd rather do some other country's history. much easier. forgot all about the merger. ok. i did'nt want to take the risk. so sue me. last time i did merger, boy was it fun. couldn't get it right. left out pioneer certificates. blame my brain power.

and then came maths. it wasn't because i was incapable. i just did'nt put enough effort. did'nt study math. i woke up at 10pm yesterday. planned to do tys but did'nt. had to satisfy my insatiable appetite again. and fall asleep. again! haiz. the things we do to get good results. mugging. what kind of dumbass word is that? sound horrible to me. " hey im muggin' these holis, wad about you guyz?" huh! sounds weird rite? terribly funny if you put in slang. but i should pass math. there's always paper 2. till then, i'm going to have to put in more effort.

btw, tomorrow's history. i have no clue what chapter's going to come out. i'm betting for the tsar and perestroika. with a bit of chinese communism of course. boy am i gona kick some ass!!

till then , rock on!

Monday, September 12, 2005

prelims

what can i say? we kick off with a dose of social studies and emath ppr1! just how sad can life be? i wonder...

really..my maths aint that good..though i have improved quite a bit...but u cant really call it excellent. still...there is a fighting chance...and sorry ms lee..i cant give you a distinction....not now...just have to wait for Os.

and ss...who doesnt fall in Aj's classes? damn boring man! i just have to "fortunately" recall all that was taught...as if i can...but i can. and i will!!

okay...lets not talk about prelims...my art!!!! its not done yet!! OMFG!!! my A1... EE Ee Ee!! stressnye!

anw...rock on! (ps: got study group all this shit msg hor!)

Thursday, September 08, 2005

sianz....

went to visit the band this morning. actually it was to see her too. and pass the bloody cd to sam. they had drills this morning. no surprise they were in their groups. had nothing better to do but - (erhem)....that's another story, one i cant afford to tell =)

i find them very playful, the sec 3s. still, i am in no power to judge or in that matter change anything anymore. i just wish them peace, in conjunction with loads of luck. who doesnt need or want luck eh? just hope that Foo will be the same Foo throughout the year. i don't want any complications.

well, i must say i have been relaxed and slacking these days. i must finish my coursework soon. and study for my prelims. good luck to me and to all you peers out there. cheers.

rock on.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

life...after band....

wah...once i open da door it was like...(fcuk) "Good afternoon senior" ( afternoon afternoon =)...) haiz....really miss playing the drums man...this morning went fer art class....only the sabertoothd snail and devna came....kennerd was there too... today didnt draw much...juz added the '3-d effect to the bad guy:fight page two'... then went to choreograph the fight scene lah...i mean bad guy and good guy sure must fight right? haha...so went to search in yahoo and google...astounding man..found very good lightsabre fighting scenes and can u believe it? they even teach you how to make em on the net! awesome! ....

everybody in the room complained...why? the band outside was too loud and noisy... straight after lunch got sectionals mah...sianz...lunch was damn lame lor...shldnt have gone out wif gals...juz her alone will do..haha......then today they play incredibles soundtrack somemore...envy man!

things to day was a bit slack...playing psp was fun! had dinner wif ian...talked about the good old generals daez...haiz..."supersonic aircraft, aurora online"...

anw...tis here fer now... rock on people

Saturday, September 03, 2005

rod

hey ya! haha...cool rod la...gt air-con tts y..lol! u all expected me to cry rite? haha but didnt...was too dumbfounded! aniway...i wana thank you all (once agin) for evrything...all the crap, da shit and all tt...and all the goo tyms we all had together (sure got anot?) ...hahaha! will miss band alot! but will come back and visit one...confirm! nutin better to do bah!its like...half of my life...which is band la..gets torn apart from you juz like tt...haiz...haha...now muz study very hard for Os! hahaha...wish you guys all the best fer ur exams...all of u...and stop crying la..NCOs liao cannot cry ok? mus act tao...lyk me (bleahz)...hahaha...and to my family...daddy is going away liao..but will NEVER leave u guys ok? especially mummuy! will continue to see u guys in maple or any other online games u all play (after Os la...kelly say i cant play when i reach lvl 40..by then mus study liao...CHIONG!!)...hahaha...anws..tts it for now lor...any help jus kol me hor! dunno how to play this or that dun diam diam hor! mus gimme a kol kaez?! haha

rock on!!

Thursday, September 01, 2005

oh shit

today sinaz sia....one day holiday...and the next day got ROD! havent even do presents yet...dunno wad to draw for them..dun even have enuff frames fer evryone! LOL! jus hope tomorrow got a lot of food and fun...and muz cry summore...wad is this?! i still got art to finish..finishing the assassination scene...i HATE drawing people!! hahahahaha! still got to do a pig for yipin..work work work ! gt to do sumthing fer my 4 daughters....wait..lemme check...kelly, yipin, jaslyn and diana..yupz! 4 daughters....LOL...anyways....takkaire y'all.....Rock on!!

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

maple...chapter 1

so there i was, hanging at the edge of the cliff. as i desperately pulled myself up over the edge, i could see them coming. their bouncy bulging boddies bobbing up and down. talismans clung tightly to their foreheads, fluttering in the stale breeze. their intent was murder, and i was the victim.

so the undead mushrooms got closer, a pack of four. i drew my bow and took aim, pointing at the mushroom at the very centre, at its round mouldy head. and as they got closer i waited, patiently till the moment was right. and then i released.

a huge explosion rocked the tunnels. the arrow bomb had worked well. now only broken remains of the mushrooms littered the rocky tunnel floor. i gave out a sigh, and smiled. i never miss.

rebirth

hey y'all....im back....this tym with a brand new beat!

Friday, May 06, 2005

return...

two beams
green and blue
buzz and crackle
slash but parry
cut but evade
slash but parry
until one lies dead...

two figures
clad in, black and brown
slashing, spinning, tumbling around
it is but a duel
of light and sound...

the ground is hot
crumbling, exploding
the lava flows deep
be careful not to fall
or else you're gona be dead...

this month, may 19...
May the Force be with you...Always

Sunday, May 01, 2005

sianz....damn sianz

now come the days when u cant, dun feel lyk studyin at all....haha...damn suay when exams are round the corner! still...listening to metallica will vent it all away.... i hope....must get those wishy-washy hi-hats....damn fun! currently learning new songs fer the anniversary at suntec.....any1 lyk in too deep by sum 41? wad abt shuttup by simple plan? haha....this tym a medley of songs ppl! be sure to catch it! though its not confirmed...yet!

f....still havent draw composition fer art...die la...too long never draw with pencil..pen, pen n pen! haix...there goes my shading...haha...lyk azar! at least wun suffer alone! nvr! still...i dun think my prep is enuf...for the o's and md yr art...die....there goes my comic! oh! and still need models fer art! shit! shit! and more shit! haha...

i will not mug fer mid year exams! rock on evry1!

Friday, April 29, 2005

wad?

YAy! my new blog done! haha...last tym nv bother about doin the old one....dun give a damn la! juz waitin arnd fer mid year exams....feel lyk playin drumset...then realise i dun have one! damn! anyway....bring the band together aint easy...no i dun mean Gessband...im thru with tt! new band's called JUST....cool aite? haha...all those hu missed our debut durin talentym sure got screwd! big tym! haha....the standin ovation...the cheerin, clappin! the free chocolates! phew...tt moment is over now....

days have passed....months in fact! and she and i...well...have gotten closer....but sumtyms i get pissed....cos her phone alwaes rosak! then cannot msg! but gd la...save sms....hehe. kind-hearted...self sacrificial...and sweet! may not be the beau of the school but hey, i dun care abt good looks now! and shes mine...so u guys can bug off!

waah! join tournament kena trash lyk hell! 5-1! damn shit la....next tym dun care liao... tell leslie to build deck for me.....sure can win one!