shaken

just finished playing hamachi DotA with ian.

tired la.

i play better at lan shops were the computers are faster.

i think that makes my brain go faster too.

i guess.

went back to band today.

horrible.

terrible.

worse than vegetable.

no mood to rant on gessband blog.

nothing good to wtie about.

it was extremely horrible.

im shaken.

yes by that and something else.

i must ask for his forgiveness.

im scared. frightened.

im very scared.

im ashamed.

im scared of you.

but you are the only being that offers both the protection and the punishment.

i must be more disciplined.

i will make an effort.

please forgive me.