damn cute

"HAHA what big teeth you have!"


So obvious that it's not done by me. But thank you Haha. It looks mighty lovely. Somebody actually did a cover of my art! =D lol joke. Thanks Jules.

rock on
monday monday monday monday love you

in the EAST again

Super cool time. Super far place. Super nice people. Super awesome person =D Maybe next time we'll do this nearer to the west? Haha. Credits for the photos go to Julie and Rashmi.

rock on
i love you =)

experiment two

"Green Horny Thing"
Watercolour Sketch
8.3"x11.7"

rock on
alright ahmad is back from taiwan

cannot wait

"Bunny Wabbit with the Horns"
Sketch
Watercolour
8.3"x11.7" (A4 haiyo)

experiment with chocolate milk

"Rufus"
Acrylic on canvas paper
very very big

I decided to use what little knowledge I have in painting. To at least try and experiment abit. Doesn't look so good. But not bad either I guess. On to the next one!

And you =D thank you very much for the lovely song. I miss you too.

rock on
demons!

painting break

The painting craze is ON thanks to Mr Desecrate through Reverence (whatever that means)


I didn't paint this. This is done by Desecrate.
Acrylic on canvas
18"x16" approx


rock on
take a break from all that video game shit and do some real productive work. man we are sure to own nafa next semester.

or agenda

This isn't really a blogpost.

I just miss you so very much. So very much.

You're just so very dear.



rock on
I'll be back with more artstuffs sooner than you think

bishan bash

yes, i didn't wear matching socks again

Today's makan-session at Evelyn's was the bomb. There were about 20 of us I think and we rocked the place. The food was fantastic and the games were awesome. I think everyone had the most 'shiok' time during the HEART ATTACK game. All in all it was a great time and I just can't wait for the next 'event'. We should have like a picnic/BBQ or something at ECP. Start planning Ahma.

However awesome it was, I bet it would've been awesome-er with you around. I guess nothing beats that and never will.

rock on
i miss you too

=\

My poem backfired. Then again, I'm not much of a writer let alone a poet. Oh well. Hahaha. Three more days. Hopefully three more days are all you need. =)

Strictly. No. Cold. Beverages.

In the meantime, Leslie and I are 'embarking' on this insane quest to try and play Warhammer (table-top miniatures game) without actually having to BUY or PAINT the damn things. We're going to be economical Singaporeans and make them out of MOUNTING BOARD. My good ole friend mounting board. Print the images (or draw if I'm that inspired) and then paste them onto the pieces of already cut board and TA DA! 2D miniatures pronto!

Why am I doing this? Why would I want to bury myself into total geek-ness and leave everything else behind? What the hell is happening to my life? xD

I don't know the answer to all those questions. If you do, let me know k?

Rock on

AHHH. Don't disown me for being a Geek. Don't judge me =X

abit too early but

phase out siol

It's Saturday evening and so far so good. I've got one more essay to do and my journal is more or less there. Finally after much Youtubing, blog-hopping and much editing (thanks loads =]) I have one essay done. And from the much Youtubing part, here's something oh so nostalgic:

Gan Eng Seng School Talentime 05



Wherever you will go (cover) by the Calling

Vocals/Lead - Syaq
Bass - Songren
Rhythm - Nerrine
Drums - ME

Fret not, worry not and think not about it. Worry is the death of many and worry shall not be the death of this. Fret not, I'll go wherever you will go =)

rock on
and by the way, we won the talentime =P

friday rain

It's Friday and you're still in the roller coaster of high temperatures, strong anti-biotics and splitting headaches. A week of sickness, a week of worrying =( I pray you do get better. I don't know why I'm becoming such a worrywart. Haha, I must have gotten it from you. That or I think I'm too head over heels. And why wouldn't I be? Instead of writing my IA essay now I'm happily blogging about you and your presence which is fondly missed everyday.

I hope you're feeling better already. It's hard falling sick and the weather isn't helping either. And I don't like it when it rains, lol, I get cranky when it rains actually. So you, please spend your time resting alright? No more late nights for you till you get better. Hah, no more late nights for me either. I'm still shagged from assessments.

OK now that I've gotten that out of me (sometimes you just feel like blogging) it's time to do my essays.

rock on
miss you

ik houd van

Amazing. This just has to be THE most fulfilling assessment I've ever had. And for good practise, I'll write PROPERLY from now on. My i will be I and sentences will start with a capitol letter. Lol. Kinda looks weird.

So assessments are over and all there's left are my two essays and my IA journal. That shouldn't be a problem when i know a certain essay queen =x (thanks Rina!) So, with all the time in the world now, it's time to hit the GYM! Time to swim. Time to watch loads of TV and slaaaaacckkkk with 3MC buddies. And time, for...=]

These few days have been, different? But in a good way. Time spent at the library and everywhere else but especially the library. It's just simply awesome. I never knew i could open up so much and actually be understood. The sense of maturity we have, it's just great and its so much fun to be with you.

But nobody has to know. And nobody will know =]

rock on

ik

"nothing else matters" - metallica

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trust in who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

i dont usually post like that. but i think its a very nice song. metal is good for me i guess but these days im getting mellower (haha). i never thought id skip lamb of god for a day and listen to nickelback/imogen heap/kt tunstall/john legend. oh dearie me =x

rock on

essays still not done!

peas - you cant make me =)

its a beautiful feeling. with beautiful conversations. the best ive ever had in my entire life. because its so different, yet so familiar. im starting to become mellow.

but im desperately telling myself. focus boy and take it slow. assessments first and this we can have later. its what - would do and what - would want YOU to do as well.

it grows day by day (like duh right?) and sometimes im left hanging when the audi comes. its as if someone pressed the pause button.

rock on

lets see if there are more smart people out there

you think

short one

so wait there's three days left. time to toil and burn midnight oil. the final stretch is here oh yes. theres a truckload of work to be done but the truck keeps moving. every day brings me closer to exhausting myself to a mere deflated balloon of skin and sinew. not a pretty sight eh?

i dont get whats the fuss about all this assessment. its just assessment. relax and take chill pills. three days is just enough to finish a clock, a drawing and the models. sacrifice everything for these few 'somethings' and your 2 month holiday will be scrapped of regrets. the only thing im worried about is actually forgetting to bring stuff. grade-wise hmmm. not really but its better to try and work for something right? it kinda makes your time worth while.

its good that my life now is back on the right side of the road and i couldnt have done it without the help of all you people out there. thanks uh, i really really do appreciate it. im very fortunate actually to have very good classmates and even better buddies.

i cant sleep at night because someone unknowingly conjures flutterbyes in my stomach. =x nobody will know. nobody has to know.

remember to eat your breakfast boy!

rock on

no more rempit rempit please

a sudden yank
a tug of strings
my beat increases
im falling in -



cool siol i can write primary school standard poems =D

rock on

why does it happen again?

slipknot - vermillion part 2
stupid sia why must all my friends recommend me sad emo shit songs. yah its sorta nice but it just emo.

i just realised that no matter what i do or how hard i try, the feeling just wont go away. as i sat in the taxi home i could do nothing but stare at the outside. even if the ever-jubilant juhardy was sitting beside me it doesnt help really. so im stuck her. and i accept that. im not going to care already. so let it eat me from the inside. at most i feel hurt and cry or whatever nonsense but thats about it what.

i got no time for all this shit seriously. i dont want to be patient anymore. enough of the saint-ish bullshit. when i was patient towards life, it was shit. and now its still shit. so theres not point anywho. after the assesment period im just gonna let loose. just go let it go. and go and go and go. i dont care already. every single word i type here makes me feel a whole lot better. hell, i wished i could just keep on writing on and on but that'll make this shit shittier. so i stop.

but on a lighter note, ive 100% completed my 5 cardboard sculptures and halfway done with my a2 pastel charcoal drawing (but not happy with it).

i have not started on my clock or the essays.

and..happy birthday alina =)

rock on

and that m-m-m-makes me a disgruntled motherfucker

it continues

rock on

im still climbing

what ive manage to do so far. note, 'to do' and not 'complete'.







i still need 2 more of these babies. spray-painted summore. metallic silver =x




i have no confidence to do the metallic apple. but this one is the nearest to completetion. once i add the metal apple and the shadows, plus touch-up, then im done. afterwhich i have to construct that damn clock. oh yeah, one week left for printmaking.

41/100 sketches

rock on