lobster

lobster. the first thing that comes to my mind is the 24bucks i spent at Village on jovee's birthday. that was the first time i had lobster.

i bought a very tiny lobster at plaza sing yesterday. no, not for eating. but as a pet. see, weirdos like me are all attracted to small critters that you can give names to. like a lobster. okay this might be what you call buying on impulse but its definitely worth it. besides, its cheap! im just trying my hand at rearing something different. never again will i rear fish.

i just hope this alien wont die that soon. i really wish it would grow and grow bigger than the planets and then it will crush and devour all of you people! xD (actually i intend to eat it after it grows big)

by the way, does anybody know where to get cheap fake wallets?

rock on..

love you..

18

Happy Birthday i guess.

and this is the 170th post! yeah..

went out to had the dinner at vivocity. and i didnt even get to pay! whoah! xD first time people treat me to dinner. so ecstatic sia. i actually felt like having lobster but i must pity my friends right? its so long since i had lobster, the halal king of seafood.

we went to this place called fig n olive. it was substantial. not that good but ok lah. the service hmm..passable i think. didnt buy drinks there (except for me), cause it was too expensive and not worth it really. sometimes i wonder wether restaurants these days are even worth the money at all!

then, we went back to desmond's cause he had something urgent. i didnt get to play motorstorm but thats ok cause i was listening to frusicante on his ipod and trying hard to play the LEFT-HANDED guitar. it was ok actually, despite the missing E string below. and thats why you cant play stairway to heaven ian, cause there is no E string.

and thank you for the people that plagued me with smses throughout the day and night. i REALLY REALLY REALLY appreciate it.

didnt get any prezzies this year. haha i usually dont get any presents so whats new eh?

anyway, couldnt celebrate with that special someone cause of her O levels. really very sad. i hate you O levels, despicable scum of the earth.

dont really feel like going soccer tomorrow. i feel like crawling onto my bed and sitting there alone all by myself. coccooned in my room like some lone insect, maybe counting the coins in my piggie bank.

18 years and still no drumkit. must save more, or hope for a miracle.

but miracles dont exist in my life anyhow.

rock on...

love you...

Em - G

there's nothing much going about these few days, besides the usual schoolwork, gym and class soccer. my turtle tried to swallow part of the filter system but i pulled it right out of its mouth just in time. my brother got new headphones and my other brother bought FIFA 08 which he is currently trying to complete.

its a pity, all my borthers are having holidays and im still having school. yet, micro-detailing is upon us. now im not going to complain about my work anymore. its immature and unprofessional. work is just work and as immanuel said, just do it.

now if i want to change course. IF. i still have to at least pass this semester or do well. haha. i doubt the latter. but still, i got to rough it out these few days. then i can make my final decision. its kinda disappointing like this. really sad actually. i will definitely miss my classmates.\

IF

no time for blogging nowadays. need to tie up lose ends. so there. will post a picture occassionally (rarely) though.

rock on..

love you..

dissension part 1

microstation

rainwater down pipes

annotations

calculations

carpark

roof gardens

conrete

reinforced conrete

section, elevation, plan

3D viz

sumbission

interim

ETC.

i dont know how im going to be able to withstand it any longer.

i know i dont belong here and i should have left a long time ago, when i had the chance.

but i was uncertain.

this year brought much clarity.

so i have decided, maybe, i should leave.

good bye (pending) guys.



rock on...

love you...

BC submission due Monday

selamat hari raya aidilfitri

but no holidays

cause of

SUBMISSION

rock on..

love you...

suddenly

i just realised that this blog is like 3 years old. i dont know but isnt the recent trend these days is to keep deleting your older blog and make a new one, and doing that time after time?

ok so yeah, i have finally changed my blogskin, much to the joy of some of you out there. personally, i dont like to change things much unless they really needed changing. just like my aquarium tank water. after so long on my relentless pursuit in achieveing crystal clear water for my turtle, i have given up. for now.

there just isnt enough time these days. school has always been there to bite you in the behind, with class always ending at 5pm and submissions every other week. its a bummer really. years ago i looked forward to going to school everyday. now im like waking up each morning, fighting that sleep demon spirit that wants so bad for me to continue sleeping.

and talking about sleeping, i think i have insomnia. yes, i cant sleep anymore. well, not during the night lah. "ok now i have the strength to try and finish my work at night". its not as easy as you think it is.

rock on..

love you..

for the love of

GESSBAND

oh why cant we have an alumni band? is it because there are no alumni out there who would join? or is it because of the strong opposition from the school authority? a lack of faith maybe?

if there is a GESSOSA which im sure nobody in the school publicly knows whats going on (besides giving opportunities to needy Gessians maybe, i dunno really) , then why cant there be an alumni band?

jurongville has it. saint anthony has it. so does woodgrove. and yuhua. what about river valley?
true that most of the above-mentioned ARE gold bands but not jurongville what.

for me i would gladly take up my sticks again just to indulge in what is known as band practise. for the love of god, why cant we have alumni band? it doesnt need to be big.

for instance, we could all just have mini-micro gatherings. maybe to get to know alumni band members and break the ice etc. we could lend a hand in teaching the juniors. when you become a teacher you are also a student as well (wah chim). then as the weeks progress, we can start having rehearsals JUST FOR THE SAKE OF MAKING MUSIC. doesnt have to have any other intention other than that.

or maybe i am just feeling selfish and am desperately trying to satisfy my craving for the drums, the music. alas, i am NOT (possibly) the only selfish one here. surely there has to be a few out there who share my same sentiments.

having an alumni band is a great way of developing a band. how long has Gessband have to lurk in the muddy shallows of SILVER? when GOLD is looming just ahead? if only we could all just grab it. maybe (MAYBE/what if) having an alumni is the path to gold? take a look above. SA, YUHUA, RIVERVALLEY all have alumni bands.

-raeborn
of course senior lah

two years

we need to learn how to love each other again.

how can i ever think of leaving when ive been waiting two years for this time to come?

rock on..

love you..still