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sometimes you wish you could fly away. into some foreign land. where you do not have to worry about anything. where you can work without trouble. work the lands or whatever. grow up with nature. live an easy life. a simple life perhaps. then get married. raise a family. like village life sia.

sometimes living in singapore, with all its merits, has disadvantages. its so compact. theres nothing much you can do. its like playing a simple 2d side scrolling game like mario. complete the levels, beat the boss and then rescue the princess. except that mario is more exciting. heres and example. i went rednano.sg and it is shit. i wanted to look for a gaming community in singapore. maybe i didnt look hard enough but i didnt get good results. i want to be surrounded by people who are similar to me, who share the same thoughts and all that.

maybe i should go join a forum. but i want more than that. like you know in the states where they have fraternities or sororities. or maybe i should have joined JC. haha. but couldnt, not with my results anyway. singapore is not a red dot, its more of a red line. cross it and you die. you have to follow. follow the line. grow up. primary school. psle. secondary school. o level. JC/poly. diploma/a level. (ns)university. degree. i mean come on.

theres not much options for other courses of life. what if someone dreams of becoming a fashion designer? a firefighter? or something else that is less associated with the more popular careers in singapore? thats what i think is done to us. its like we keep thinking that we need to be this tall to ride the rollercoaster.

why cant we do something else instead? thats why people immigrate.

rock on..

love you..