there's something wrong with me lately. sudden bursts of uncontrolled anger. scenes of self-made violence runs through my mind now and then. metal. sometimes its sorrow, void of anything. happiness has left and in its place lies the remembrance of deceit, pain and betrayal.
emokid emokid emokid
i'll fucking bash the brains of the person that calls me that.
its not like i fucking want these things to come they just come and go. now that theres so much work to do i suddenly feel the stress creeping back over my shoulder and there is currently no way to LET LOOSE. i am not a loose cannon. just a pressure cooker cooking its way to oblivion. i felt diabolical once again. sadistic. something i havent felt for YEARS.
close friends of mine should know how i was back then. evil.
the void of the cork allows the wine to flow freely. the void of the wine glass turns the whoe affair into a bloody red mess on a white tablecloth. what is it that i truly want? straight As? someone to hold? a good time?
one person dies (yes die. die and burn in motherfucking hell)(ok sorry i flipped) another one is gained. im very fortunate and honoured to have gained another sister. and i hope like with many of my other sisters i will be the best brother any sibling can have.
so all is not lost. stop listening to slipknot motherfuckers. lamb of god is here to stay!
rock on
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