Friday, September 21, 2007

ashes to ashes

my oh my, how you have forgotten about me.

how there is less concern about me.

how my help and my words mean nothing to you anymore.

why have you forsakened me?

is it because of the same routine that goes on, day after day after day?

or isit just me?

there's nought wrong with me.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Monday, September 17, 2007

the First step

most of the time, before i start to draw anything, i would freak the hell out.

why?

cause im not confident of my abilities anymore. i have begun to lose focus and not believe in myself anymore.

i think i have a knack for drawing. but what do i do with it? i put it aside and do something else that's totally irrelevent. like watching soccer xD.

someone told me before. "there are tons of people out there who are not talented yet they are not afraid to draw and show people."

then me being me would reply, "so? whats the point of showing when there's nothing there" and then she'll get fed up cause she'd lost xD.

but i think im gona change. im thinking of a 'one-drawing-a day' kinda policy. torturing myself. torture myself at gym now you wana torture yourself in art. way to go mate.

rock on

love you

Sunday, September 09, 2007

part of me

sometimes you just get fucked up over the silly things in life. like irrational people. i just love that word. irrational.

sometimes people are just too immature. or they give up to easily. little do they realise that life is like that. but they have forgotten that there is an afterlife and that is everlasting. heaven or hell baby.

we just have to move on with whatever we have gone through. inculcate that into our principles. i used to have friends of principle, of duty and purpose. now that i have finally realised that part of me i will never get to revisit, it feels hollow. somehow that part was beneficial but it was also dangerous as well. you just dont know what lurks beneath the murky waters.

somehow this is my most sensible blog post so far. kinda makes me look like hafiz. but you never know eh? great men think alike.

rock on..

love you..

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

rightleftleft-rightrightleft

How to make a raeborn

Ingredients:
1 part mercy
1 part courage
3 parts instinct

Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!

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wtf?

rock on...

love you...