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bad day

bad day.

im down with the sickness again. phlegm stuck in my throat. mucus inhabiting my nostril cavity (is that what it's called?). i dont think the lemsip helps. and i refuse to go to the doctor. unless i got fever. which i dont.

i cleaned my room today. rejoice! hahaha. though it doesnt actually feel different. it still has that opression-ness (is that a word?) yet retains that warm and comfy feel to it. but i wish my room was a lot bigger. big enough to squeeze in a drumset maybe?

damn. i still got assignment to do. draw out some concept of the apartment in mind. i still havent been to the site. unbelievable eh? now i needa go buy A3 paper from the stores. i dont think popular has A3. i'll go check it out. if not, then art friend ART FRIEND. all praise be to art friend!

things are unbelievably slow these days. slow is good. 'more time'. then again, slow is bad. 'boring'. the days when u have so much to do, time goes fast. the days when you have nothing to do, time moves at a snail's pace.

haha. i think ive lost touch with the english language. though i still think my english is comprehendable no? the dictionary is my good good friend.

ive been reading the sandman again. sarah is going to be so displeased. cause i think it messes with my head abit. but its a very intellectual book. dark fantasy. praise be to neil gaiman (finally got his name). if you happen to be in the vicinity of a library, go check it out.

singaporeans are fickle minded yeah. not all. but most. i saw this movie at the picture house yesterday. about soccer in singapore. and one scene was PRICELESS. it was the one about the tiger cup. during the event many of us singaporeans cheered the lions. way to go. the next day however, none of us waved/cheered/praised them when they paraded down orchard road on top of an open deck bus.

hey, what happened to the patriotism? the looks on all of their faces. the players that did us proud. looks of anguish. betrayal. lost. its as if nothing has happened. its as if the tiger cup has never existed and all their hard work are put to waste. its a shame seeing my country like this.

cheh. patriotic seh. but seriously. is this what the nation has become? so involved in their 'kiasu-ness' that they have become so self-centered? the world has gone insane. our nation has. in its attempt to make it 'to the top', its citizens have become immoral and passionless. singapore is a machine. not a country. from its houses to its people. le corbusier would be proud!

i hope i dont get pummeled or taken to jail for this. ahaha. thats what they would do to you.

love you...
rock on...

take care sayang...

(sorry no pictures today)