tough times don't last, tough people do - robert schuller
There's a lot of work that needs doing and I'd better get started but all work and no play makes me angry and frustrated. Not to say that I dislike my work. I love my work but it's the deadlines and the unnecessary other stuff that bothers me, lingering at the back of my head. The unfinished.
And so I have to stick it. Don't complain. If you think about it, it's not that difficult it just takes time and effort and a lot of patience. You're always going on about proving yourself. Now's the time. Don't get distracted. Make the effort, take the jump.