nice song

this is a nice song.

Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup)
Grab a brush and put a little
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to

I don't think you trust
In..my..self righteous suicide
I..cry..when angels deserve to die..Die!

Wake up
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup)
Grab a brush and put a little
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
You wanted to
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table
You wanted to

I don't think you trust
In..my..self righteous suicide
I..cry..when angels deserve to die
In my..self righteous suicide
I..cry..when angels deserve to die

Father..Father..Father..Father
Father into your hands I commend my spirit
Father into your hands

Why have you forsaken me
In your eyes forsaken me
In your thoughts forsaken me
In your heart forsaken..me oh

Trust in my self righteous suicide
I..cry..when angels deserve to die
In my self righteous suicide
I..cry..when angels deserve to die


System Of A Down

rock on...

love you sayang..

twerp

okay. so im playing in the band concert. big deal.

we had rehearsal today. it's still quite messy. i realised that the band doesnt play with feeling. at least most of them dont. they just produce sound.

but the seniors are okay (sec4s).

short entry now. tired. maybe going off soon.

on the phone with sarah.

and im wondering why i get scolded everytime we're on the phone

rock on...

kol

do come..band's gona play

and im gona sit there..

and sleep..clap..then sleep

cos i know what you guys are playing already...

poit

my life is screwed.

well anyway, went back to band today. on saturday morning? im like, "i usually wake up at 9 kinda person??".

since wanfen wasnt there (yet again), i had to fill in some parts for her. at first it was all okay. the playing was okay. abit. okay MY playing wasnt. (anyone wana commment on that think twice). u guys were messy here and there la.

i was really happy playing again. the feeling is...

liberating?

rejuvenating?

ANYWAYS..

that was BEFORE he PMSED.

then i realised. that my time with the band is up. im not gona play for the concert. unless the percussion really needs me. so far they have everything covered. meaning all parts are taken.

which is good.

the bad thing is that the playing is way not up to standard.

so peeps. if ya need me then gimme a call. if foo wants me (urgh!) then ask him to find me.

****

after band, went to celebrate bernice's birthday. at chicken at kfc. wont eat chicken for a week. next time, people, dont buy TWO sets of family feast.

watched pirates 2. oh. and he died!!! the ever hilarious jack sparrow, eaten by the kraken.

the movie?

funny? yes.

alot of CG. the concept is cool though. who ever thought that the flying dutchman was some octopus-guy-pirate thingy? lol.

cant wait for pirates 3.

then we went to play DOTA.

bernice improved? abit la. abit. yea. thats about it.

BUT.

she did saved my ass. unlike the other time when i shouted "BERNICE!!" but she just stood there, waving that sword in the air. like anyone is gona see it.

oh yeah. sorry sam, for KSing you alot. we all know that you're the better player aite?

sarah slept early today. dont wana distract her.

love you...

rock on..

primer

ive just had it with primer three. its just relentless, these primers. for those of who who are ignorant, primers = projects. although architecture is quite interesting, nmeaning you get to play with different moods using space, its just outright demanding! to be consistent in your work every single time is quite a task for me. sure we dont have exams but that doesnt mean its any levy.

its just one of those "i regret doing that" kinda thing. only for me, i have tons of regrets in my life. it all started in upper sec. i regret not taking combined sciences. of course, how would i know that fate would make me lousy in science? another regret was not working hard for art. i have to live with the misery of having an A2 for the rest of my miserable life. i should have listened to some voice at the back of my head screaming "NAFA!!! NAFA!!!". and now im 'supposedly NAFA's guy' on Ian's blog.

i think i have a slack attitude. i tend to slack alot. not doing work. refusing to constantly refresh myself with class. i skip lectures you know. i sleep late.

i think i need encouragement of some sort. a slap on the face maybe? whatever works i'll take it.

but that passion for art. that sensation i get when drawing pictures from my head. that still lingers. only i dont have much time to draw fantasy anymore. who likes drawing buildings anyway? fuck buildings and microstation! i want dragons and photoshop or paint. i want to be an artist. i rant. i cry. but at the end of the day, im stuck at the workshop thinking of how to make this space have something blah blih blah.

im not a smart person. i dont go to junior college. i dont wish i am. i just wana have a good time. doing what i love to do. architecture? gee i duno. i just dont. its always regret. but then will it be like last time? the time i hated chemistry. when i completely gave up on it at some point of time. and ended failing for almost every test and exam? but i passed in the end. just a mere pass. i wonder is they have a high diploma or low diploma? all i know that if i dont get good enough grades i dont go to university. boo hoo.

rock on...

a sad post..

i love you dear...

perm

you dont have to have low self esteem.

you poor thing.

i miss you.

dont be paranoid.

just fuck 'em aite?

and yes.

you can perm your hair if you want to.

im okay with it =)

rock on..

Aishiteru~

referendum

scold me alot today.

almost broke up.

"you told me that you'd go after the same girl that broke up with you. try your very best to have her again."


"i was so touched"

hmmm. if you didnt realise, we didnt broke up. =)

why?

'cos i begged you not to.

im sorry.

the world is fabricated by intricate lies.

the blueprint of life is made up of deceit.

everything is fake.

so the question is, will you believe everything your sense can comprehend?

do you believe me?

or what this says?

rock on...

is this considered gibberish? =)

eee

when architect and engineer meet, complicating shit happens.

an architect and an engineer were doing self study in the library. out of interest, the engineer peers over the architect's soulder, who was studying how light can be manipulated into a building.

"that's complicated shit man!", the engineer exclaimed.

the architect then pointed to the engineer's book, which was showing some darn formula on calculating the resistance of a diode of some sort.

"no, that's complicated shit!"


abit lame? this actually happened to hafiz and me. some engineer you are! =P

rock on...

lol

this here's a good laugh. done by yifang, yunxin and me during the first pronto victoria interviews. band related stuff. but still funny anyways. i hope she doesnt maul me.

gessBand
Pronto Victoria
Interview questions 05
yunxin
Before we start, I would like you to answer truthfully to the questions. This is an interview, so try your best to impress the panel. However, please be reminded that we have known each other for 3 years. There is no point trying to lie now. So, let us begin.

1. Tell me more about yourself
2. How are your studies?
all As all r lies

3. How is your relationship with your batch?
very nice except dzaki sucks. yifang sucks too, she types very slow.
How committed are you to the band? What other commitments do you have?
100% never skip band practices.
she loves band
5. What do you think about gessBand?
gessband roxs except that dzaki and yifang sucks

What is the best and worst part about gessBand?
best: she is inside the band
weakness: dzaki and yifang inside band

7. What will you change given the chance? Why?
she will kill dzaki and yifang so they will never exist in gessband. because they sucks.

How have the band affected you after 3 years?
yifang and dzaki affect her.

Case scenario
kill the majors. dzaki and yifang wil never be her majors

What do you think is the most important quality of a leader? Why?
she thinks it's her. cos they sucks like ian.

What do you want to achieve in your term of service?
she wants to kill the both of them as usual

What do you think Music is? Do you like it?
music is her. yes. if yifang and dzaki r not inside.

What do you think is your strength and weakness? How did it hinder or help you?
strength: very good, she THINKS she rox (i dun think so)
weakness: no weakness (what a lie)


14. What do you think that your will be able to contribute to the band?
everything. with her she can contribute anything. the band will rox from now on.

15. Why do you think we should give you the post?
because she thinks she is a born leader. dzaki wants to bribe the panel.

Any other comments that you want to tell us?
yifang and dzaki and ian sucks. all sec 4s sucks except for yunxin.

Thank you. Please call in the next person.

kkk

my shortest post...

life, is misearble, withoutyou by my side
and, is everyday worth living for?

rock on...
i love you