conqueror

it was stupendously crazy.

we were celebrating samuel's birthday.

and the birthday boy wanted to play LAN.

time check = 11 something PM.

i didnt mind though.

so we met at great world before going down to paradiz centre. it was a long time since i last chatted with desmond. actually its not but nevermind. we talked about funny stuff but mostly rhcp. then as usual they made fun of birthday boy.

so at selegie we played 3v3 DotA. and i got paired with two beginners. im not saying im a pro but going with two beginners against samuel, desmond and wen fong is a great challenge.

and i was pissed halfway through the game. i kept dying lor. everytime i killed someone, i was the next in line to die. but it was fun feeding off desmond lol.

eventually, i managed to pull through NOT victorious but at least i lost with honour. i think i had the second highest kills next to samuel.

cool.

enough about dota.

****

i was damn shagged. its 4 in the morning and me and desmond were watching 'rhcp what hits??' limited edition at sam's place. we kinda figured that we'd have an enormous taxi fare, especially me, if all of us went home. so we decided to ton the night at sam's. nothing much la. talked about soccer, rhcp, school and stuff. was really fun to catch up on the times with desmond. such a nice guy.

the next day we went for drills after waking up late (me)...

i shant continue la.

too penat.

maybe i'll write in the gessband blog or something..

rock on..

love you..=)

hahaha

its about 6 in the morning.

i really have nothing to post these few days. apart from going gym and back to band nothing special ever happens. i've spent most of my 'philosophical writing' (as valerie would call it) on writing 'chapters from the old testament' (as darryl would call it) on the band blog. i think im spent. im gona get wasted soon.

no cash too. how's a guy gona enjoy his holidays? it's either my income is too low or my expenditure is too high.

anyway, jonathan's birthday is coming up next week. though he's not a very close friend of mine, i think im gona draw him something. sam's birthday is coming up as well. im definitely gona have to draw him something. he's a good friend, besides all the childish tantrums.

and isnt it a coincidence that my birthday, his birthday and her birthday all fall on the same day but different month and year?

my brother is really getting on my nerves. no. my brotherS. one keeps banging on his stupid guitar. what's worse is that he managed to find the wire for the amplifier. and he keeps blasting gawd awful music on the computer.

the other brother i think is too spoiled. way too spoiled. just because your the youngest doesnt mean people should spoil you.

i think i'll end it for now.

rock on...

love you...

kids play

i will never grow up.

i mature yes, but i will never grow up.

i will always be a kid.

i love teen titans.

the justice league.

super robot monkey team hyper force go!

i will never grow up.

****

time is strange for me.

why is it that whenever i look at the watch or clock its always something symbolic?

3.14 is pie

3.16 some lines psalms thingy right?

12.34

9.16

6.19 booyaka booyaka

9.11?

i even get my psle score

2.34

how cool is that?

****

i dont fit in.

rock on..

love you so much...

hate

i hate whats goin on at the gessband blog.

i hate people who have no guts.

i hate people who hide behind something and then throw insults as if they grew on tress.

oh well.

it just shows that there are scum on this good earth.

****

went to the gym today with xunhao. i knew i couldnt go with sam anymore even though he says he'll be goin the day before.

it's cause he got masterpiece shooting stuff production.

i hope they fix their problems soon.

so anyway little xunhao did good today. he actually did a complete set.

and then more sets.

and more and more sets!

sooner of later he'll be big.

big enough to pound people i hope.

****

i couldnt believe my ears that day, when i learnt about a certain backstabber.

i didnt really suspect that he/she (protect identity) WAS a backstabber.

personally, i DETEST backstabbing. though it scores high marks in villiany, i dont like it.

its way too low for me. people like me prefer direct action.

you dont like, say you dont like. dont go around backstabbing.

though using rikimaru to backstab..that one is fun la

****

hopefully, i dont get wasted during my holidays. i got to be more responsible at school. more discipline.

heck.

we all have 'new year/and of holiday' resolutions.

but we follow none of em till its too late.

****

if i found out who he is...

aiya..forget about it dzaki..hes not worth your time..

but he insulted you...

nevermind la..

but what if you knew who he was?

i'll get ian, desmond, and the rest of the guys to beat him up la..isnt it that obvious?

haha..cool

****

rock on...

love you...

anniversary

happy belated monthly anniversary dear =)

i actually forgot

u too

XD

anyway band today was THE MOST boring ever. there was no practise today so i had nothing to blog anout. usually i rant about how people dont play properly etc. so today they spent the whole time listening to foo.

which i knoe they didnt.

how could anyone?

went in the store room with sarah, ian and rain. lol. its a couple thing.

and no it wasnt an orgy.

so yeah we went in and guess what? there were photo books on the floor so we sort of went throught the history of gessband.

dont you just love old photos?

"there's ian! omg he's so small and skinny!"

"omg! omg! they have us marching!! i didnt know they took our pictures!"

"dzaki! why you look so happy in this picture?LOL"

"des and wen? destined??"

yeah.

it was fun reminiscing. especially the photo of sarah with short hair!

shit.

she's gona kill me for this =P

sorry dear..

i love you..

so after that i accompanied ian on a bus ride to someone's house in tanjong pagar cos apparently he wanted to send a special someone home on that special day that unwittingly was tied to a special occasion which i am now speculating to be hastily made up.

cool.

i like writing long sentences.

kinda have to hold your breath there.

anyway thats wll for now..

got to sleep.

love you..

rock on...


=)

relief

relief.

my final critique is finally over and it turned out to be ok. nobody was shot down by any of the lecturers on the first day.

and.

god has granted me 6 weeks of holidays.

yes.

6 weeks.

so during these 6 weeks here's what im gona do :

visit sarah and gessband
go to the gym in hopes of slightly buffing up my body
draw lots of stuff
draw krevan stuff
draw si hao's cd cover stuff
play around with photoshop cs2
eat lots more
sleep less

so there.

im going band later, leaving around 1 15? that's not to long from now.

so..

love you..

rock on..

hiuyo

ian and i still remain good friends.

so.

here i am doing primer three. well, finishing primer three. god i love that word. finishing. and guess what? out ot four classes, or 80+ people, i was randomly chosen to go present first.

now, panic.

*&%$(&%#$^(^$^)&%!!!???

the good thing is, i dont have to worry about a single shit all week!

except sarah of course. i miss you dear.


good luck to all my friends for their upcoming semestral exams. so maybe i dont have exams. bleah!

*went to paradiz centre. ate at mac there. from my table outside irc i heard a very loud "M-M-M-M-M-M-MONSTER KILL-KILL-KILL!!!!"*

that was loud.

have to finish my primer now.

love you sweetheart.

rock on..

a short blog..for now..maybe if im free-er i'll do longer entries...

the ian post

wow! ian wrote a very very nice story about me on his blog. its kinda old actually. i love hearing nice nice stories about me. im kinda humored =). i was laughing throughout the whole post.

since he has written a little something about me, i (supposedly NAFA's guy),will write something about him.

"the ian story"

i recalled something about a 'problem'?. look, if there is anything, anything at all, just say. DONT say, "there is something"..or.."issue".

what?? what isit?? you know what you're doing? its like trying to say "can you see that small speck of oxygen molecule on ur face?"

"where?"

"its right there cant you see it?"

imagine this. someone goes right up to you and says "there's an issue coming up"

"what?"

"i dunno. but there's an issue. amongst us."

"what?!"

"i dunno. you have to think about it yourself."

"$&&%^#*&??"

cool huh?

and

if there is NOTHING...then why would you say there is something?

isnt it like saying "wow! armstrong is super thin sia!"

and

i get terribly pissed when someone, anyone, talks about my girl. you dont know her.i do. zip it.

BUT.

i have to admit that i can get a lil cranky at times.

however, im still your brother. i will always be your brother. i already apologised if you havent noticed.

why i am doin this is cause. i believe in an eye for an eye. you punch me (physically) i wont punch you back. i wont. i will never punch a brother.

but.

if you rant about me in your blog like some overgrown baby on some bicycle that has no seat then of course ima gona get you back.

please. if upset with me, just say it straight in my face.

i wont eat you.

and samuel will never ever beat me to a pulp.

and yes, i have growned up.

stop being childish.

****

phew. that felt good.

i love all my brothers, including you.

but please, dont talk behind my back.

never~

rock on..

love you..

heya

dammit.

here i am wasting my life, making scale models from pvc. not to mention the hours i spend clicking my time away on the computer just to draw some stupid plan, section and elevation. i also spend huge chunks of my money on cartridge paper(drawing paper), uhu glue and big A0 boards.

maybe i hate my course.

the only good thing about it is that it has no exams.

ROD 06 was ok i guess. though it didnt seem much like an rod to me. there was little if not no interaction between the graduates and the sec 1s. the food is never enough (usual stuff), there were no games nor entertainment except UNO, Big 2, blackjack and mahjong. yes people, mahjong the whole night long.

the accomodations were ok i guess. air-coned. but to some of us, there was an uninvited guest? i shall say no more.

the 'nightwalk' wasnt a tad scary at all. its all your fault jon.

the second day was pretty much slack. nothing much happened this rod.

lets wait for next year.

in the meantime, band camp's coming up. =)

cant wait. seniors rock.

love you.

rock on...

scgs

i wont talk about the concert. im used to concerts, being in them and watching them as well.

however,

i am proud to be a gessband member, even though the concert might not be perfect nor exceed my expectations (i do have high expectations).

so,

che avanza gessband!

special thanks to all the seniors who came back and supported us.

=)

i love you...

rock on...

nice song

this is a nice song.

Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup)
Grab a brush and put a little
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to

I don't think you trust
In..my..self righteous suicide
I..cry..when angels deserve to die..Die!

Wake up
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup)
Grab a brush and put a little
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
You wanted to
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
You wanted to
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table
You wanted to

I don't think you trust
In..my..self righteous suicide
I..cry..when angels deserve to die
In my..self righteous suicide
I..cry..when angels deserve to die

Father..Father..Father..Father
Father into your hands I commend my spirit
Father into your hands

Why have you forsaken me
In your eyes forsaken me
In your thoughts forsaken me
In your heart forsaken..me oh

Trust in my self righteous suicide
I..cry..when angels deserve to die
In my self righteous suicide
I..cry..when angels deserve to die


System Of A Down

rock on...

love you sayang..

twerp

okay. so im playing in the band concert. big deal.

we had rehearsal today. it's still quite messy. i realised that the band doesnt play with feeling. at least most of them dont. they just produce sound.

but the seniors are okay (sec4s).

short entry now. tired. maybe going off soon.

on the phone with sarah.

and im wondering why i get scolded everytime we're on the phone

rock on...

kol

do come..band's gona play

and im gona sit there..

and sleep..clap..then sleep

cos i know what you guys are playing already...

poit

my life is screwed.

well anyway, went back to band today. on saturday morning? im like, "i usually wake up at 9 kinda person??".

since wanfen wasnt there (yet again), i had to fill in some parts for her. at first it was all okay. the playing was okay. abit. okay MY playing wasnt. (anyone wana commment on that think twice). u guys were messy here and there la.

i was really happy playing again. the feeling is...

liberating?

rejuvenating?

ANYWAYS..

that was BEFORE he PMSED.

then i realised. that my time with the band is up. im not gona play for the concert. unless the percussion really needs me. so far they have everything covered. meaning all parts are taken.

which is good.

the bad thing is that the playing is way not up to standard.

so peeps. if ya need me then gimme a call. if foo wants me (urgh!) then ask him to find me.

****

after band, went to celebrate bernice's birthday. at chicken at kfc. wont eat chicken for a week. next time, people, dont buy TWO sets of family feast.

watched pirates 2. oh. and he died!!! the ever hilarious jack sparrow, eaten by the kraken.

the movie?

funny? yes.

alot of CG. the concept is cool though. who ever thought that the flying dutchman was some octopus-guy-pirate thingy? lol.

cant wait for pirates 3.

then we went to play DOTA.

bernice improved? abit la. abit. yea. thats about it.

BUT.

she did saved my ass. unlike the other time when i shouted "BERNICE!!" but she just stood there, waving that sword in the air. like anyone is gona see it.

oh yeah. sorry sam, for KSing you alot. we all know that you're the better player aite?

sarah slept early today. dont wana distract her.

love you...

rock on..

primer

ive just had it with primer three. its just relentless, these primers. for those of who who are ignorant, primers = projects. although architecture is quite interesting, nmeaning you get to play with different moods using space, its just outright demanding! to be consistent in your work every single time is quite a task for me. sure we dont have exams but that doesnt mean its any levy.

its just one of those "i regret doing that" kinda thing. only for me, i have tons of regrets in my life. it all started in upper sec. i regret not taking combined sciences. of course, how would i know that fate would make me lousy in science? another regret was not working hard for art. i have to live with the misery of having an A2 for the rest of my miserable life. i should have listened to some voice at the back of my head screaming "NAFA!!! NAFA!!!". and now im 'supposedly NAFA's guy' on Ian's blog.

i think i have a slack attitude. i tend to slack alot. not doing work. refusing to constantly refresh myself with class. i skip lectures you know. i sleep late.

i think i need encouragement of some sort. a slap on the face maybe? whatever works i'll take it.

but that passion for art. that sensation i get when drawing pictures from my head. that still lingers. only i dont have much time to draw fantasy anymore. who likes drawing buildings anyway? fuck buildings and microstation! i want dragons and photoshop or paint. i want to be an artist. i rant. i cry. but at the end of the day, im stuck at the workshop thinking of how to make this space have something blah blih blah.

im not a smart person. i dont go to junior college. i dont wish i am. i just wana have a good time. doing what i love to do. architecture? gee i duno. i just dont. its always regret. but then will it be like last time? the time i hated chemistry. when i completely gave up on it at some point of time. and ended failing for almost every test and exam? but i passed in the end. just a mere pass. i wonder is they have a high diploma or low diploma? all i know that if i dont get good enough grades i dont go to university. boo hoo.

rock on...

a sad post..

i love you dear...

perm

you dont have to have low self esteem.

you poor thing.

i miss you.

dont be paranoid.

just fuck 'em aite?

and yes.

you can perm your hair if you want to.

im okay with it =)

rock on..

Aishiteru~

referendum

scold me alot today.

almost broke up.

"you told me that you'd go after the same girl that broke up with you. try your very best to have her again."


"i was so touched"

hmmm. if you didnt realise, we didnt broke up. =)

why?

'cos i begged you not to.

im sorry.

the world is fabricated by intricate lies.

the blueprint of life is made up of deceit.

everything is fake.

so the question is, will you believe everything your sense can comprehend?

do you believe me?

or what this says?

rock on...

is this considered gibberish? =)

eee

when architect and engineer meet, complicating shit happens.

an architect and an engineer were doing self study in the library. out of interest, the engineer peers over the architect's soulder, who was studying how light can be manipulated into a building.

"that's complicated shit man!", the engineer exclaimed.

the architect then pointed to the engineer's book, which was showing some darn formula on calculating the resistance of a diode of some sort.

"no, that's complicated shit!"


abit lame? this actually happened to hafiz and me. some engineer you are! =P

rock on...

lol

this here's a good laugh. done by yifang, yunxin and me during the first pronto victoria interviews. band related stuff. but still funny anyways. i hope she doesnt maul me.

gessBand
Pronto Victoria
Interview questions 05
yunxin
Before we start, I would like you to answer truthfully to the questions. This is an interview, so try your best to impress the panel. However, please be reminded that we have known each other for 3 years. There is no point trying to lie now. So, let us begin.

1. Tell me more about yourself
2. How are your studies?
all As all r lies

3. How is your relationship with your batch?
very nice except dzaki sucks. yifang sucks too, she types very slow.
How committed are you to the band? What other commitments do you have?
100% never skip band practices.
she loves band
5. What do you think about gessBand?
gessband roxs except that dzaki and yifang sucks

What is the best and worst part about gessBand?
best: she is inside the band
weakness: dzaki and yifang inside band

7. What will you change given the chance? Why?
she will kill dzaki and yifang so they will never exist in gessband. because they sucks.

How have the band affected you after 3 years?
yifang and dzaki affect her.

Case scenario
kill the majors. dzaki and yifang wil never be her majors

What do you think is the most important quality of a leader? Why?
she thinks it's her. cos they sucks like ian.

What do you want to achieve in your term of service?
she wants to kill the both of them as usual

What do you think Music is? Do you like it?
music is her. yes. if yifang and dzaki r not inside.

What do you think is your strength and weakness? How did it hinder or help you?
strength: very good, she THINKS she rox (i dun think so)
weakness: no weakness (what a lie)


14. What do you think that your will be able to contribute to the band?
everything. with her she can contribute anything. the band will rox from now on.

15. Why do you think we should give you the post?
because she thinks she is a born leader. dzaki wants to bribe the panel.

Any other comments that you want to tell us?
yifang and dzaki and ian sucks. all sec 4s sucks except for yunxin.

Thank you. Please call in the next person.

kkk

my shortest post...

life, is misearble, withoutyou by my side
and, is everyday worth living for?

rock on...
i love you