rutabaga

some random pictures...

no drawings today..




its raining outside.

so i cook some pasta.

looks tasty...havent tried though.

spartan shoes!

a sword holder i made for samuel.

sword holder with the sword.

yeah...just some random pictures.

there's no school for the rest of the week! XD

love you...

rock on...

hey

" wont somebody come along and teach me how to keep it alive...to survive ''

its really stressing, keeping up with datelines. so much stress, so much pressure. i just got to keep it under control. i want to do well. after a year wasted, i dont think i'd wana play around anymore. i wana make it big. i wana score. i wana get good grades. finally, the feeling is coming back. the desire to do well, to achieve good results. someting i havent felt since sec two. or since i started playing drums. the desire to draw better, to drumroll seamlessly, to play paradiddles.

now the desire is to design well. to pay carefull attention during class. to not miss lectures. to attend school punctually. to give a damn about my education. i've gone too far to change direction. if i wana do anything significant in my life now is the time. now is the time to shine. my time, is now. i was given a second chance. let's not blow it away. cause a lot of people have faith in me. i will not cast them aside.

and sarah. she's studying hard too. to get her As. to prove to others that have mocked her. so should i. i must study harder. go the distance. however, i do get lonely sometimes. cause when she studies, she thinks of only studying. she has put me on hold. i understand her decision. but i feel so cold.

i shiver.




i read The Sandman the other day at the library. sometimes i think im crazy. reading all this sinister dark stuff. like my mind's gone wack or something. for those who dont know Sandman - go google it..sandman - neil something..the author. its deep stuff.

then i read batman. also deep stuff. i dont read those normal comic books. i read...other stuff. and for what? inspiration i'd usually say. but somehow, reading these makes me feel at home. like im welcomed, accepted. im telling you, im crazy.

what would you do if you were crazy?

i so feel like drawing something. drawing how i feel. but there's no time for that now. gotta do school work. more important. forgive me for being a geek.

rock on...
love you...

is rain-ing again

"..no leh, you draw nicer than me what. my drawings all suck.."

i've been very busy the last few days, slogging on my school work. three projects together, all at one go. the dateline's ('deadline') on monday next week and its very stressing once you know that things might not finish on time. then again, things never finish on time. my drawings look abit untidy lately, very shaky. i told my friend:

me: its been very long time since i drew anything architectural..

friend: but you keep drawing those dragons and samurai instead right?

me: hell yeah..

a few pics

my messy workstation at home.




its an awful drawing really. zaha hadid's spittelau housing.



sometimes i think that my fate is all wrong. like you know, you're in the wrong place and everything just doesnt seem to fit. however, there is also this false sense of destiny that what you're doing now is actually supposed to happen and that you are suppose to fulfill it. damn. im just talking crap.

hahaha..i like playing with the different font sizes. there is this hierarchy of big to small.

****

i finally got to go to the gym today. though sam was a bit late. not alot of time actually, cause school ended at 3. music class was awesome! easily the best module i have so far. my group is the totally nonsense group that kept giving all the weird and funny answers that made the whole class laugh..lah.

after gym me and sam went tiong for food. then he kept complaining he didnt want to go tuition. but i persuaded him to go cause his exams are near. might as well go eh? then i met angela and her friends at mac. crashed with her for awhile cause i didnt wana take the train at that time. too crowded. then when we were leaving i met poh gek with her friends as well. neat. i got someone to go home with. XD

then on the train i listened to GESS syf recording. ok. it didnt sound like gold. i kept complaining that trumpets were noisy. XD. kidding alrght?

****

and i so totally miss her.

rock on...

love you...

hey

today is a slow day. 'cause today is sunday?

played lan yesterday, with ian and sam. CnC 3. oh hell, it was loads of fun. my second time playing the game. something new. yet, so familiar. at first i used some GDI nonsense, only to fall in love with the Skrin. hahaha. you wouldnt imagine how devastatingly poweful they are. the memorable match of the day would be the 3rd match, where we were up against 3 medium enemies (relax, we are still noobish). sam's base was almost wiped out, if i had come to late. the poor lad didnt build any anti-air and the enemy Skrin sent like 3 or 4 of their warships (cant remember name). luckily, i had a battalion of skrin planes (also cant remember name) to help him. all was lost when his base was struck by the enemy superweapon.

hahahahaha.

and what followed shortly, was the destruction of the enemy forces, thanks to my imba army of tripods! (yes, theyre tripods). plus i had this imba mothership...

ian: hey, whats that?
me: the mothership
sam: cannot attack meh? doing nothing..
me: attacking..

*on screen* the mothership charges..

FIRE!!!

then theres this thin laser that charges down onto the enemy defences, wiping them out completely.

sam/ian: what the fuck!!??
me: XD

then ian said: dzak..i bomb your base can anot?
me: huh? well..look at your base la

ian looks at his base. 5 huge skrin warships flanked by medium tanks crowd around his power plants...

ian:...
me: you still wana bomb my base?

fun time we had yesterday night. completely cheered me up.

****

sarah and i are okay now. thank you all.

before i forget, a belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my unofficial sis. take care now aite?

sorry today no pictures. architecture = busy course = lots to think about (like where to put toilet..lol jk)..

love you..

rock on...

token

a very big thank you to all of you guys that have taken your own personal time to encourage me and to not give up. i will make an effort to rectify this problem. but seriously, thank you. never have i seen so many people supporting me. so thanks!

there were happier times..

rock on...

love you..

i still do...

lets fix this...

together...

i fucking hate mosquitos

what a way to start the first day of school!

"class, for today's site visit, we are going to punggol".

punggol?

punggol??

"you go there on your own..no transport provided"

****

from ian..dunno where he got it from

lols

****

sianz you know. why is it that we quarrel everyday. it just doesn't feel right to me. everyday cant pass without us fighting over something. and that's not good at all. of course at the end of the day all is well. but this isn't going to good right?

the problems are imminent.

rock on...

love you...

psychic spies from china try to steal your mind's elation

believe you me, watching from the audience is much more nerve-wrecking than playing on stage. why? cause you have absolutely no control over how they are playing.



this year's SYF was silver again, much to the disappointment of many. i wouldn't imagine that they/we/i would go through this scene again. its like deja vu. on the other hand (there's always another hand isn't there?), they managed to maintain their silver.

nowadays me and sarah are like, quarreling over stuff. which is bad. but somehow we managed to settle everything. which is good. but looking at the rate of how fast these petty disputes come and go gives me false sense of security that our relationship can last. which is bad. and another thing is, i think someone is falling for me. which is worse.

almost every one of my friends will say, "oh you're still with sarah? that's so long.". and what? you expect it to be shorter? I'm just puzzled.

and to make things even worse, my school is starting next week, so i wont be coming for band anymore (serious). I'm sure she wont like it. she wants me to visit. but every time i come for band we're bound to maybe quarrel abit.

maybe the fire is dying. maybe the passion is no more. i dunno. haha. many of my friends are going through tough times. maybe now is the time i join them.

****

i wouldnt want to end this post on a solemn emo note. but thats the way it is now. ever since arsenal got kicked out of every major cup my life's been going down the gutter. and let me tell you gutters are always packed with dead pigeons and rotting leaves. i would rather be in the drain.

and i havent drawn anything. i just couldnt bring myself to do anything. shit la. why am i so emo? no. i cannot be emo. all these are not emo speak. just what happened. thats all. so sorry. no pictures to garnish this post. maybe next post ya?

and for those bandmembers who are sooo sad AND disappointed, go read daryl's post on the band blog. i got the linked by the way..

<<<< its over here

rock on...

love you...

1st student leader investiture

1st student leader investiture

ever...

this is what i was doing damn late at night yesterday night/morning. i took the picture while i was half finished? for the juniors. maybe im too nice.

i got the badge though...

****

so i had this conversation just now...

Mr Mui : So Dzaki you're still drawing those dragons nowadays?

Me : Yeah...(never stopped dude)

Hence...

in Gan Eng Seng school im known for what? drawing dragons, beast, demons, samurai etc.? while other poeple are known for scoring >6 distinctions for 'O's?

XD

a message to the art board in GESS :

PLEASE PRINT OUT MY COMIC BOOK AND PUT IT ON THE WALL LIKE EVERYBODY ELSES' WORK! ITS DAMN UNFAIR YOU KNOW.

rock on...

love you...

television

women...

i don't really like women. for a huge number of things. but then i like them, for another huge set of things.they're like " a dichotomy of good and evil" (pirates 2). but the main reason is that the like to whine. and complain. about the simplest of things. you see, men aren't like that. though we may be like too laid back, too slack, too INSENSITIVE, too blunt. but hey, we don't whine. at least MOST of us don't.

but I'm a patient guy. i listen. i wait. i advice. but sometimes you know, they got to change. i mean why must we change all the time? we kill ourselves for their sake (this has occurred numerous number of times in history) women are the downfall of men. why is it that cleopatra had something to do with caesar's death? it was eve that bit the apple first. not adam.

****

that aside, here's two random pics..

playing taitee with sam and syaq at the kopitiam under sam's place. you gotta love indian rojak man. sedap.

here's something I'm currently working on. it was meant to be a present to someone...but i figured it was just to good to give away. i think a certain someone who cant draw horses will be fucking pissed right about now.

rock on...

love you...

took

i need inspiration...

rock on...

love you...

midas

geez. i lost my touch.

my drawings suck.

comments please, on how sucky and utterly disgusting this is. such a disgrace.

'but you did it in half an hour?' 'its just a sketch' 'you dont have to care, you know you're good'

oh. voices in my head. they lie to me.


rock on...

love you...

a little something goes a long way

here's a little something somewhere...

Life's Little Instruction Book

Have a firm handshake.

Look people in the eye.

Sing in the shower.

Own a great stereo system.

If in a fight, hit first and hit hard.

Keep secrets.

Never give up on anybody. Miracles happen everyday.

Always accept an outstretched hand.

Be brave. Even if you're not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference.

Avoid sarcastic remarks.

Choose your life's mate carefully. From this one decision will come 90per cent of all your happiness or misery.

Make it a habit to do nice things for people who will never find out.

Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all that they have.

When playing games with children, let them win.

Give people a second chance, but not a third.

Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know.

Loosen up. Relax. Except for rare life-and-death matters, nothing is as important as it first seems.

Don't allow the phone to interrupt important moments. It's there for your convenience, not the caller's.

Be a good loser. Be a good winner.

Think twice before burdening a friend with a secret.

When someone hugs you, let them be the first to let go.

Keep it simple. Be modest. A lot was accomplished before you were born.

Beware of the person who has nothing to lose.

Don't burn bridges. You'll be surprised how many times you have to cross the same river.

Live your life so that your epitaph could read, No Regrets.Be bold and courageous. When you look back on life,you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the one's you did.

Never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them.

Remember no one makes it alone. Have a grateful heart and be quick to acknowledge those who helped you.

Take charge of your attitude. Don't let someone else choose it for you.

Visit friends and relatives when they are in hospital; you need only stay a few minutes.

Begin each day with some of your favorite music.

Once in a while, take the scenic route.

Send a lot of Valentine cards. Sign them, 'Someone who thinks you're terrific.

Answer the phone with enthusiasm and energy in your voice.

Keep a note pad and pencil on your bed-side table.Million-dollar ideas sometimes strike at 3 a.m.

Show respect for everyone who works for a living,regardless of how trivial their job.

Send your loved ones flowers. Think of a reason later.

Make some one's day by paying the toll for the person in the car behind you.

Become some one's hero.

Count your blessings.

Compliment the meal when you're a guest in someone's home.

Wave at the children on a school bus.

Remember that 80 per cent of the success in any job is based on our ability to deal with people.

Don't expect life to be fair.

rock on...

love you...

sushi

if you haven't noticed all my blog entry titles have absolutely no link to whatever is posted. most of them anyway.

nothing much today. didn't go gym or anywhere else. abit low on the dough. so here's a few pics. okay just two.

look! an alien! XD she is so totally going to kill me for this!

someone puked onto the mrt doors. it smelled like a cross between canned sardines and rotting bread. OK i was standing way to close. i thought i could tahan the smell but it was worse than unbearable. so i blasted my music player to keep me distracted. luckily i found a seat soon after.

this is my wall mural. serious. beside my bed. every night i would stare meaninglessly at it. like it would move anytime i wasn't looking at it. all the hands. and that's me by the way. when i had hair. haven't completed it though. wanted to add more colours. if i had the money to buy more markers that is.

rock on...

love you...

raped me

I AM HAVING ARTISTS' BLOCK

ITS A STATE WHERE YOU CANT REALLY DECIDE TO DRAW SOMETHING

YET YOUR MIND IS SO DAMN FULL OF BRILLIANT IDEAS THAT YOUR LAZY FINGERS JUST REFUSE TO PUT TO PAPER

OH WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER

rock on...

love you...

120

this here is the 120th post. so let's make it long.

"the uncles at the gym"
i frequent the gym at delta. normally you would expect to see lots of 'hunky' bodybuilders at the gym. this is true. however, do you really expect to see old uncles at the gym? these brand of tough uncles workout at the gym about 2-3 times a week. some of them are as old as your grandfather. and they lift like, more than 90 pounds? that's like 50 kilos! heh, i weigh 50 kilos. also, they give very good advice on how to 'not injure yourself when working on the machines'. these guys joke alot in the gym and there is always an 'uproar' when they arrive or leave.

there is this uncle, Mr Chia. he lifts about 90-100 pounds and he's a retired teacher from queenstown sec. and he knows LimBun. serious. good friends. its like he's LimBun's counterpart in Queenstown. "LimBun is an institution in GESS", he says. "Everybody knows him".

"wolfmother"
OK no this is not about the band, wolfmother. this is about the guy that intro-ed me to wolfmother. none other than syaq. that bloody talented kachuak. and the nerves! XD . these few days have been so slack. gym band slack clamchowder tiong drums rock. lots of fun things. and it all started with a small game of taitee. that syaq is really into music. something i aspire to do la. one day i would love to play in a band. or maybe own a drumkit. but those days aren't coming any sooner. one day lah.

nowadays we all just 'lepak' at sam's place. watch wwe or soccer. then somehow manage to take the last train home.just forget your sorrows cause i will be on the last train home. kudos to this guy who re-lit the fire in me for slacking and drumming, for making me listen to other bands of music. rock on to supergrass and led zeppelin.

"troubled times"
troubled times these times. i don't like to quarrel. many of you that know me know that I'm a pacifist. however, i tend to blow my cool sometimes. but not all the time it gets this so easy to let loose. why is it so easy to get angry these days? is it because of her? but why is she so persistent and stubborn? i blame menses but she begs to differ.

my good pal fiz would just say "patience, it would all turn out fine". and i have never doubted him. only time will tell. damn.

"interlude"

and so he went off, in search of better pastures, where his mind can feed on fresh new inspiration not only for his art and music, but for everything else his wits can conjure.

cheh. chimm.

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rock on...

love you...

sorry today no pics..soon

back

hey..I'm back from Malaysia. nothing much happened there though. i don't really enjoy travelling. its too much of hassle. I'd rather stay at home and lepak. missed a whole bunch of things while over there - my girlfriend, my computer, my turtle, my friends. overseas-ing is no fun. especially if its only nearby. but i guess its better if its nearby. i tend to get homesick easily. if i were to go travelling, id go solely for exquisite food or for the arts. not to go to some hotel and dip in some pool or go to some theme park. we have all that here in Singapore don't we? i hate long bus trips/train trips/car trips. i wanna go by plane. "its my aeroplane".

oh and before i forget, a belated gong xi fa cai to all my Chinese peeps! may you be prosperous, long-lived, richer, smarter etc etc etc. XD. now that I'm back, I'm gonna work on my comic thingy. I'm doing something inspired by Samurai 7 (anime), the Seven Samurai (oldie), 300 that kinda thing. basically, samurai 7 or the seven samurai is based on a story of seven samurai that were hired to protect a local village from the threat of raiding bandits. what I'm doing is gonna be slightly similar. i hope.

rock on...

love you...

blogging

i guess that blogging is for girls. mainly because girls are oh so passionate about customizing this and that. that's why they have tons of clothes - to customize themselves. and they tend to tag alot. oh, and gossip alot. that's what blogs are for (one of the reasons anyway). I'm not a girl. that's why i don't blog regularly. i just need a space where i can put my drawings and stuff. my typing is atrocious. and i friggin cant put pics here anymore. some kind of dumb problem.

that's why nobody reads my blog.

or is it cos nobody remembers me?

ooh that's sad.

anyway, I'm going overseas today. later. and of course, i never look forward to going overseas. i just don't like. i'd rather be at home. on the com, at band, soccer etc. i don't like to travel. unless. unless its with my friends. maybe in the future i wanna visit Italy. with Sam. of course with her too. i'll miss you sayang.

my computer's been giving me tons of problems. i hate the lagginess when i type. though this always happens during blogging. so damn you blogger. my com's full of viruses. all thanks to the limitless people out there who have nothing better to do than make my life miserable by creating viruses and worms Trojans etc. and for what? these people should just die. and that stupid norton anti-virus is just shit to me. the internet just pisses me off.

mankind can be so wonderful as to create something called the internet. then, some Men will come along and jut waste it. dumbass people.

valentine was a cool day for me. i don't celebrate valentines though. my mom says only christians celebrate it. are you christian? i'm not. on that day i gave her a sweet anniversary gift and sent her off to higher mother tongue. then i went gym. cos every wednesday is gym day.

I'm a lousy artist by the way.

the power of God.

rock on...

love you...

OOoOHh

The Vicinity of Obscenity

Banana Banana Baana terracotta banaa terracotta terractta pie.


the red hot chili peppers won grammies.

XD


if i had a drumset, i would get drum mutes. with that i would jam silently through the night, even to the extent of not knowing what i'll be playing. also, i would scrimp and save to buy more cymbals and other drum stuffs. and then i would show i off to the people who come and visit me.

neat.

rock on...

love you...

holy diver

Holy diver, you've been gone too long in the midnight sea..

Ride the tiger, you can see his stripes but you know he's clean..

DIO ROCKS..

Nothing much to write about. Lazy. So im gona put a picture. Cause a picture paints a thousand words and just by putting one on this post ive written more than a thousand words!

So listen. The next time you have a compo test, go and draw a comic.

I dont actually like this very much. Some kind of creature infused with metal.

Rock on...

Love you...

Back

Its been a damn long while since i've blogged.

here's something for ya'all to look at. my contribution to the one million masterpiece.

check it out. and maybe join too.

http://www.theonemillionmasterpiece.com/en/profile-474348

rock on...

love you...

burito supreme

hey..im back!

since my year is gona end in poly, lets do some reflection..

this year ive been too much of a slacker. i took time for granted, kept pushing things to tomorrow. what i could have finished today, i did two days later. i didnt focus on my studies. i kept playing online games, card games whatever games. sad, yes i know. my cca record should stink. i took too long to decide on what to do so i hopped from here to there, before realizing that none of that could replace the love i had for band music. sure i could have joined the school band but the fear of making too many sacrifices (time) led me to NOT join band. and i regret it very much as this year's repertoire was outstanding with pieces like LOTR-The Fellowship, Star Wars Trilogy-with Imperial March (argh!) and many more fun pieces.

i feel that my life has gone horribly wrong and went down the drain. but i have to face the fact that it was all my fault and just try to work harder in the future. im very worried that i may not be able to make it to the next year. im sure this news brings disappointment to many of you guys who are rooting for me. i am very sorry to disappoint.

****

my holidays are coming soon so im taking this time to plan out and produce another comic book. XD. no storyline yet but im sure its gona be fun. any suggestions? it would be fun to do a collaboration.

collaboration = 2 or more artists working on the same piece

yes. very fun. i love to hear ideas from different points of view and perspectives(fave word). whats more fun is putting these ideas onto paper. so yeah.

before i go, some random pics



sianning at ian's place



the breakfast that i cooked. yah im greedy.

rock on...

love you...

busy

to power!

shoe

latest stuff that 'as been goin on..

san's shoe XD






rock on...

love you..

resolutions

my new year resolutions are:

to: keep on drawing, and eventually get better

buy more comic books, or should i say, graphic novels

keep drumming and get better at it

be more focused on my work

be a spartan

AND

to beat kah hoe...eventually

no not this semester

but as soon as year two starts

imma be hunting him down

cheers to the new year!

rock on...

love you...

comic cimoc

it has been a while since ive drawn something.

so here's one of my fave characters from x-men:

BEAST



i actually wanted to draw more x men but i stopped at wolverine.

i guess i failed to bring out the savage animal in him but hey

you cant draw em now you draw em later.

got to practise first.

so to those budding artists out there, listen up

if at first you dont succeed, try and try again

cos it takes tons of reference work AND practise

to draw it right..

****

today, or the day before (doesnt matter), went to bibik's place to cook for tomorrow. had a kenduri there. AND, as usual, i was the official taste tester. my mom and aunt cooked yummy and tantalizing dishes. to be honest i was damn hungry. so i kept taking lil bits and pieces here and there. haha. they guys outside watched spidey 1 and 2 back to back and im like:

spidey sucks! he should be a supervillain. i mean, he's poor. so go rob a bank or something.

but then as the ending drew nearer and causes the story to climax (XD..dzak u are sooo dirrty) i soon realised that spidey's cool (hate to admit it). nevertheless, wolverine still kicks ass!

rock on..

love you..

selamat hari raya haji

comic cimoc

christmas

this is what happened before and after christmas.

me went to the hospital to check out my grandad's brother-in-law. he aint feeling too good. very frail old man. they say sometimes he gets unaware of the surroundings and just blacks out.

around seven me left the hospital to angela's place for this before christmas dinner. i tell you wot, japanese people are brilliant hosts. her mum was hype man. the food? it wasnt nice...it was absolutely delicious! we got seabass, octopus, chicken and lots more. i kept hogging the mozarella though. and her mom was quite shocked that we actually ate mozarella. haha. then i told her oh we love italian food. the seabass was superb~

after that we -me,sam,ian,xunhao,karen,angela- went to roam around town looking for a place to sit down and chill out yeah. good drinks too. then it was christmas. haha. there were people cheering here and there. ok im no christmas freak haha.

then ian, xun hao and sam came to crash at my crib. we played dota till like 6am. yes 6. can you believe that? it took about 4-5 mathes with each lasting about 50 minutes.

and i was the only one who did not sleep.

afterwards we had a good meal of fried fish courtesy of me and samuel. my cookin is getting better and better. haha.

****

today is christmas. even though i promised a drawing. i didnt draw.

=(

sorry.

rock on..

love you...

updateupdate

this and update..

aiiight..

watched some funny stuff on youtube recently.

he goes by the name of 'ali g'.

if youre familiar with borat then ali g shouldnt be much of a difference cos theyre the same guy. i think. backed with the funny jamaican accent and a gangsta rapper attitude, this guy is wack. respect man.

also this thing about bunnies. theyre cute. ima buy one when i get old enough to make 'decisions' on ma own.

she's gone to kl till monday. im sad. worried. i miss her. duh.

havent been drawing much lately. sorry to all the peeps who like me drawings. i'll come up with something soon enough. so stick with me. aite?



rock on...

love you...

wacky

i got a new phone XD

nokia 6280

and

1GB worth of memory space thanks to the memory card!

sorry no new drawings today =(

word..

rock on..

love you..

so delicious

today im not gona write...

so here's something for you all to look at! =)



rock on..

love you..

problems

problems coming back to bite me.

i have tons of work to do which i am currently struggling to do.

it is no small feat.

and yana has here problems too.

which i did helped. and advised. and i cant help anymore.

im holding on to my wits.

the thought of quitting haunts my mind once more.

but im no quitter. since when?

my life's been crashing down since i left secondary school.

im becoming more stupid (maybe lol)

aiyah. its just the period where you feel all the stress.

argh.



iron maiden-the trooper

shoot all me problems away

rock on..

love you..

librarian

I KNOW YOU PEOPLE HATE HER CUZ YOU'RE ALL JEALOUS SHE CAN PLAY BUT YOU CANT PLAY. OF COURSE I MAY BE BIASED TOWARDS HER. BUT YOU WOULD TOO IF YOU HAD MY POWER.

I JUST HATE PEOPLE WHO TALK BEHIND OUR BACKS.

LOWLIVES.

=)

sian. my brother got a new 'temporary' motorola phone. its shiny.

and.

her period came yesterday.

shant talk anymore. too lazy to finish blog entry. infuriated.

rock on...

love you...

down with the sickness

*ack!*

im sick..

(sick of what?)

no im just sick..

dumb sore throat-fever-blocked nasal passage.

and for some strange reason my computer is lagging.

its fun to talk about magic again.

"empty the warrens is just too much mana for me. my mana curve is just around 2-3 mana. not four. i cant afford to put it in my deck. however, your suggestion to include it in a red deck intrigued me. maybe a mono-red goblin-burn deck. after 'burning' an opponent's creatures you might wana play warrens. but im not sure about that since you have to have an ample amount of mana which is really rare in a red deck during early game and mid game. however, during the late game, you could make the sudden incoming of a lot of goblins your win condition."

burn+burn+burn+warrens = 7 or so goblins?

but i dont understand why you would wana do that when you could just fireball to the dome. also, warrens has some sorta synergy with goblin sharpshooter.

oh well...i was out of the magic business aeons ago..

rock on...

love you...

zomfgpbcampzomfg

prefect's camp was a tad boring.

at least we met up (seniors) and had a good night.

azar was there too, in his civil defence uniform; boots and all.

siew huai was there. er..

themis

wei xian

clare

pawan!

and there were other seniors as well..including bryce. (ooh thats old)

AND

ZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFGZOMFG

I LOST MY SKETCHBOOK

its in the ava room...

BUT i LOST IT

O.O

help...

rock on...

love you...

indestructible

("Destroy" effects and lethal damage don't destroy it.)

oh fuck

i was doing microstation..

then i closed the file..i saved duh

then i opened it after awhile..

"no elements found"

you're fucking me right?

"no elements found"

fuck man..FUCK

[im still trying to find my fucking file]

if there're no elements found then why isit fucking 134Kb when you say that there is fucking nothing inside???

wtf?!

****

my shittiest drawing ever..i hate it..but nothing else to put



hey hey..elvish soultiller from MtG...

rock on..

love you..

architecture just fucks man..

fuck myself

[something me and her were doodling]

dzaki you are an idiot. a complete moron. fool.

i hate you. sucker. your an idiot. idiot.

dont you have any sense in that chump head of yours?

stupid stupid stupid.

chee bye. fuck you la.

stupid ass moron.

eeaarrghh!!

infinitely stupid moron.

Dzaki looks up.

" Damn how i wish i didnt say that. Damn!! ".

damn it all alright?

love you...

rock on...

extinction

i kinda like hitler a lot more now.

anyway, school was kind of a drag today (as with other school days). we did some structural planning shit. then played tai tee[?] (big two) afterwards (like we always do). iman was sick so he left earlier, around 4 20? daniel taught me how to play two-player tai tee[?]. see we just divide em into two piles of 13s, four piles of 5s and a pair of 3s. so each of us gets a set of 13s, a pair of 5s and one set of 3s. we just add the piles of 5, 5 and 3 respectively when we have 5 cards in our hand. as usual the one who finishes first wins. at first i wasnt too sure, but then i finally got the hang of it and started beating daniel (the 5-card wonder)[pro sia that guy].

anyway, we left in this big group and had ramly burgers on the way home.

ohh. and below? some miscelaneous shtuff. click if your bored.

i know you are.



rock on...

love you...

horn

these few days whisk past very fast.
(is whisk ? a word? anyway that rhymes)

something i did for a friend...



kids these days are very vulgar. and extremely rude? them kids under my block keep shouting and making noise and stuff. did i mention they curse and swear?

the plight of living on the second floor...

im starting to like deviantart. it gives me this drive to draw stuff. give me inspiration. but somehow when i get to the paper i dont feel like drawing no more. ah. oh well.

that time i went back to gess. drew this dragon on the whiteboard at the study corner. for fun. surprised nobody erased it when i went there on tues. haha.

rock on...

love you..

darch

i fucking hate architecture....



love you..

rock on..

byob

bring your own bow

archery:

i guess it wasnt too bad. my groupings were coming back to me again. 18m? no problem. i already knew my sight for that distance. basically, my posture was ok. i learned to push forward and anchor. i still couldnt 'stone' that long. i guess im too hasty. the only thing i have to work on from now on is my release. it was good that there were seniors who helped me out. i guess now i know that there are people out there who would talk to juniors. i kinda hate segregation. also, once my release is good, im gona concentrate on my groupings. by far, i think that i have the best groupings amongst all the halfyears. i wouldnt want to be complacent now though.

and yeah, strange thing happened. hafiz placed this keeper's glove into the hole in one of the boards. then i accidentally shot into the hole and it went through the glove. actually it was a bad shot cus i was aiming for the pin. but hey, a lil humor doesnt hurt.

****

now im just waiting for her return. tomorrow. then im gona call her. then there's band on tuesday so yeah. band died a long time ago. im the one that evens the dirt on the grave.

rock on...

love you...

roof

i cant do it man. i can get the form. i still havent done my roof design. nothing is coming to my brains. if i cant finalise this shit asap im done for. in two weeks time i got to submit this very detailed house plan.

this is what they call 'micro' design. god save me.



this is the world turtle. kelly told me it reminded her of some cartoon long ago. it was about some bunch of monkeys, well actually a whole civilisation of monkeys that settled on this huge turtle, thinking it was some sort of island. then, when they started digging, the turle of course felt immense pain ( dont you think its painful if someone hammers you with a pneumatic drill?). so the turtle submerged itself underwater and drowned all the monkeys which apparently didnt know how to swim.

rock on...

love you..

eeyore

someone said my i remind him of eeyore. well not exactly me but my blog entries. are they really sad? i dont know. sometimes they're happy. maybe this isnt a very good period of time but i can tell you im definitely not EMO.



hates..emo..Eeeee

rock on..

love you sayang..

house

this has nothing to do with anything..

yesterday was a great day. i went out with my family for hari raya. then we went to sarah's house. =)

and her turtle is soo cute. its way cuter than mine.

feeling very tired today. went back early from tutorial. my body is killing me. so tired.

adn so many things to do! CRS, refining of the roof design..and that TLC logo thing. which should be easy. just musnt let it slip my mind ahah.

rock on..

love you..

busted bow

before i begin...



which has nothing to do with today's post...

a short insight in archery practise:

today wasnt a very good day. i wasnt on form. my arrows flew everywhere. i blame it on me not attending archery for the past two weeks.

AND.

unbeknownst to me, i was shooting 24lbs, 40cm face with a distance of 18m. so i guess my mistakes werent that phenomenally surprising.

hafiz said that at 30m every single mistake is amplified. you release wrongly and the arrow flies aomewhere else. scary sia. and he keeps telling me he wants to increase his poundage. and im like struggling with a 24lb bow.

but i was a wee bit proud. i shot 18m! but no grouping =( i must come earlier next time (i was late)

and i miss that busted bow.

rock on...

love you..

its times like these

i went to vivocity again today. this time with ian. we met sarah and her sister there, along with her aunt.

and the aunt thought ian was me. XD

it was a good time. great in fact. just sitting down there in long john. talking. doodling. making jokes with ian. seeing her smile. it makes me go all warm inside.

i helped her design something for her stock exchange tomorrow. hopefully she'll be able to reproduce what i drew. she'll do it.

sent her home by bus. it was really nice. she told me i was very sweet today.

"only today?"

"okay, sweeter"

its times like these we learn to live again.

aerp

i like pleasure spiked with pain
and music is my aeroplane
its my aeroplane~

my new favourite song from RHCP

"aeroplane"

features Dave Navarro too.

anw..

Happy Birthday to ME =)

i feel so lethargic right now...




i miss you..very much

love you..

rock on..

birthday

" the horrible truth"



"my birthday is coming..

just two days now"..

"i hate my birthday.."

"it is the least celebrated event in my life.."

"its the day i was born into the harsh cruel world.."

"i do celerate my birthday..

in the crevices of my head, mind.."

"i just realised to a large extent that life really sucks..

and optimism is a deadly veil that covers the grotesque truth.."

"slowly He is taking everything away from me..

eventually, it will be me.."

rock on..

love you..

and i miss you so much it hurt so bad its got to be good, mysterious girl misunderstood..wake me from this horrid nightmare. slap me before i rust, before i start to decompose..

6468416

i suck at drums..




yeah..someday my arm's gonna be as big as that..

rock on..

love you..

ahahahaha

formal band rod wasnt that interesting. loved the video though. that was THE best part of the function. other than that, the MC-ing, ushering, ambience didnt quite cut it for me. the food should have tasted great, if only i could eat it. i didnt.

oh well. im just a silly senior. dont care about me aite? you guys go down your way.

rock on..

love you..

wa lan eh

this just sucks man. nobody reads my blog anymore.

oh well. im used to talking to walls.

practise my typing.

miscellanious (is that how you spell it?) stuff below..



hammer head sharks...a ferocious hunter..next



"they're goblins Harry.." . i bet YOUR goblins dont kick ass.



Link from the Legend of Zelda. no that's his name..Link

****

went to band rod this afternoon and it sucked. only 4 seniors came back and i for once (ok not for once) didnt like the 'welcome' and 'ushering' at all. ok i dont want to bitch about you all la. my band days are over.

however, the video like, kicked ass! and by the way, the dude in the trolley IS NOT ME. curse you Seah..cheesy sia

rock on...

love you...

tong

stadium arcadium
a mirror to the moon
well im warming
and im forming

to you...




rock on...

love you..

siannning

i just realised that i create stupid titles for my blog posts.

haha how would you know? you cant see em.

i have to rush abit on my primer. this is the last project of the year babe. high weightage. and no walk in the park. we folks gotta design a whole house. every nook and cranny. every single detail. and boy it aint easy.

and the queues are fucking long lah.

zhao yi wants to fuck team china already.

lol.

i mean, how are we supposed to move on when the lecturers are not there to tell us wether we are goin in the right direction?



oh..and for the sake of my deteriorating drawing skills, i shall upload one sketch per entry..this is cheating lahh (above) ..a quick doodle..but nevermind..i promise to put better ones in the future..

rock on...

love you sayang..

fury

deep shit.

Deck name
1. Aggro Loam
2. Mono Green Aggro
3. Izzetron
4. Blue-White Urzatron
5. Affinity
6. Burning Tog
7. Blue-Black Tog
8. Heartbeat Combo
9. Aggro Rock
10. Scepter/Chant
11. Red-Green Beats
12. Gifts Rock
13. Tooth and Nail
14. Boros Deck Wins
15. Zoo
16. Balancing Ting
17. Friggorid
18. Red Deck Wins
19. Flow Rock
20. Sligh

the top twenty extended decks...

omg!

where is mono-red gobilns???

*sob*

time to get a new deck dzaki...

or you could play tribal...

rock on..

love you..

If you are interested, here is what Magic theory written by the game's best writers can do for you:

Make the game more fun. If you are the type of person who not only likes to see what is happening but also wants to understand why it is happening, then theory has something to offer you. For many players, learning itself is a source of joy.
Make you a better Magic player. By understanding more about the game, you will almost certainly become a better player.
Make you a better problem solver. By understanding more about why the game works like it does, you can start to address the game itself at a different level. Can't get deck X do beat deck Y? Theory can help a lot by giving you new avenues and paths of thought designed to attack different sorts of problems that you might not see without it.
Make you smarter. Shh, don't tell anyone, but Magic is fundamentally a math game. You knew that, right? It's okay if you didn't because it's really fun math, so as long as you keep it on the downlow, no one else has to know. Regardless, just playing Magic will not only make you better at math, but it will likely make you better at a lot of things, including logic, problem solving, cause and effect relationships, and so much more. It will likely increase your vocabulary without you even noticing. Magic theory goes a step beyond the norm and teaches you to figure out why things happen the way they do, and once you know that, you can go about changing how things happen in the first place.


yes people, magic the gathering makes you smarter..

rock on...

love you

summary

a brief interlude into archery...

so there i was. and nobody was there. it was 8 45am. great. you show em a lil bit of enthusiasm and no one's there. you turn up abit late and they're shooting without you.

so today's practise was hazy, very hazy, with PSI of about 130. shocking isnt it? they should construct this huge filter to trap all the harmful debris in the air. or maybe a gigantic fan to blow it to malaysia. lol.

back to the archery.

well, it was fine actually. the surprising thing is that i was consistent. shot 9s, 10s and Xs. for those of you who are suddenly blur, 9, 10 and X are the innermost part of the bullseye, with X being the bullseye.

however, it was like a very short distance so i guess its comsidered an easy task. compared to the rest i'd say im good. consistent la. i dont want to act big. cos im not big.

yet. tunggu aje.

then i thought i'd stay back with the rest or em. i did. but i was appalled by the..the.."unfriendliness"? ok la. i may not be a senior archer. but at least give me the 'welcome to sp archery' look la. sorry if i offended anybody but im just keen alright?

sheesh.

rock on...

love you..

we believe

"we believe"


my schedule lately is packed to the brim with projects, assignments and drawings. more and more drawings. i bet that if you went to fill up a pick up truck with my drawings it would overflow and all four tires will bust.

nah, just kidding. i havent reached to that point.yet

i really enjoy drawing. sketching in particular. i remember when i was a small lad around the age of four? my mom said that i drew everyday. my first drawing, that i kept drawing and drawing the whole day, resembled a sea urchin. so yeah. maybe that was what i drew. sea urchins.

then after that i got fascinated with drawing whatever i could see in books, magazines, the television anything! my interest grew day by day as i slowly honed my ability. but not to perfection.

not yet anyway.

a while later during the end of primary school i was hooked on drawing fantasy art. of dragons, knights, armies of the undead. all due to the wonderful game of magic. magic the gathering tcg has inspired me countless times, to pick up that pencil or pen and illustrate its world. from dominaria to mirrodin and then to the spiritual plane of kamigawa. fantasy art is truly amazing.

currently.

who knew that drawing buildings could be so much fun? apart from drawing the living (or in some cases undead) i have immersed myself into drawing landscape, buildings and etc. architecture, my current interest. my course.

till then, feel free to ask for drawings.

rock on...

love you..

children

happy children's day.

went for archery training yesterday and,

OUCH!

hurt my left arm. but just a few bruises though.

i think, haha, i think its coz i overdrew. or isit coz my left arm wasnt in the right posture? wait wait i know! i wasnt standing perpendicular to the target! i was bending too much. then when i released the bowstring srtuck my left forearm. and even my bicep.

"oh i cant help you with that. your bicep is too big"

WHAT??

anyway it was real fun. i think. at the end of the day i got a good feeling of how things work out and about form and blah blih blah tachnical stuff about archery.

its like you want to shoot more and more and more and keep shooting till you get that target. hahaha! then there was this instance where me hafiz and another guy were shooting the same board. and guess what? haha. all of us shot within the yellow!

amazing.

rock on...

love you..

PS: dont give uo..study hard..im praying for you