gosh. i feel utterly horrible when sarah is not around. worse when she's overseas. like now. can't eat can't train can't do anything. thankfully i can still sleep. you feel like you want to do something but you can't and you somehow will contradict yourself and you don't feel like doing it. im just waiting for her to get back (like sunday?).
if only for a few days you'd badly miss your loved one, then i cant imagine a loss of a loved one. it's disastrous. i still dont know why im feeling this way. usually it would be all fine. sarah goes off and comes back after the weekend. gives me time to watch soccer maybe ton at ian's or desmond's. go out with band people or jam. but this time is different. its like ive got no will to do anything.
haiya..just have to wait it out.
got a lot of ideas coming to me laately which is good. i need the flow of creative thinking. once school starts, i'll be more than prepared though i might need to practise more on the technical side. how i wish i had like some private tutoring from ms lee mun yee. then i'll be super imba.
i think im gona be involved in the concert some way of another.
rock on..
love you..PLEASE COME BACK
i miss you
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