rock on..
love you..
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Friday, September 21, 2007
ashes to ashes
my oh my, how you have forgotten about me.
how there is less concern about me.
how my help and my words mean nothing to you anymore.
why have you forsakened me?
is it because of the same routine that goes on, day after day after day?
or isit just me?
there's nought wrong with me.
how there is less concern about me.
how my help and my words mean nothing to you anymore.
why have you forsakened me?
is it because of the same routine that goes on, day after day after day?
or isit just me?
there's nought wrong with me.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Monday, September 17, 2007
the First step
most of the time, before i start to draw anything, i would freak the hell out.
why?
cause im not confident of my abilities anymore. i have begun to lose focus and not believe in myself anymore.
i think i have a knack for drawing. but what do i do with it? i put it aside and do something else that's totally irrelevent. like watching soccer xD.
someone told me before. "there are tons of people out there who are not talented yet they are not afraid to draw and show people."
then me being me would reply, "so? whats the point of showing when there's nothing there" and then she'll get fed up cause she'd lost xD.
but i think im gona change. im thinking of a 'one-drawing-a day' kinda policy. torturing myself. torture myself at gym now you wana torture yourself in art. way to go mate.
rock on
love you
why?
cause im not confident of my abilities anymore. i have begun to lose focus and not believe in myself anymore.
i think i have a knack for drawing. but what do i do with it? i put it aside and do something else that's totally irrelevent. like watching soccer xD.
someone told me before. "there are tons of people out there who are not talented yet they are not afraid to draw and show people."
then me being me would reply, "so? whats the point of showing when there's nothing there" and then she'll get fed up cause she'd lost xD.
but i think im gona change. im thinking of a 'one-drawing-a day' kinda policy. torturing myself. torture myself at gym now you wana torture yourself in art. way to go mate.
rock on
love you
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Sunday, September 09, 2007
part of me
sometimes you just get fucked up over the silly things in life. like irrational people. i just love that word. irrational.
sometimes people are just too immature. or they give up to easily. little do they realise that life is like that. but they have forgotten that there is an afterlife and that is everlasting. heaven or hell baby.
we just have to move on with whatever we have gone through. inculcate that into our principles. i used to have friends of principle, of duty and purpose. now that i have finally realised that part of me i will never get to revisit, it feels hollow. somehow that part was beneficial but it was also dangerous as well. you just dont know what lurks beneath the murky waters.
somehow this is my most sensible blog post so far. kinda makes me look like hafiz. but you never know eh? great men think alike.
rock on..
love you..
sometimes people are just too immature. or they give up to easily. little do they realise that life is like that. but they have forgotten that there is an afterlife and that is everlasting. heaven or hell baby.
we just have to move on with whatever we have gone through. inculcate that into our principles. i used to have friends of principle, of duty and purpose. now that i have finally realised that part of me i will never get to revisit, it feels hollow. somehow that part was beneficial but it was also dangerous as well. you just dont know what lurks beneath the murky waters.
somehow this is my most sensible blog post so far. kinda makes me look like hafiz. but you never know eh? great men think alike.
rock on..
love you..
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
rightleftleft-rightrightleft
How to make a raeborn
Ingredients:
1 part mercy
1 part courage
3 parts instinct
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!
Personality'>http://www.go-quiz.com/cocktail/cocktail.php">Personality
cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
wtf?
rock on...
love you...
Ingredients:
1 part mercy
1 part courage
3 parts instinct
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!
Personality'>http://www.go-quiz.com/cocktail/cocktail.php">Personality
cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
wtf?
rock on...
love you...
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Thursday, August 23, 2007
no you're not hardcore
high fever since tuesday 39.9
vommited twice on wednesday 38.3
got rashes on thursday 37.3
when will it all end?
rock on
love you
vommited twice on wednesday 38.3
got rashes on thursday 37.3
when will it all end?
rock on
love you
Friday, August 17, 2007
again and again
finally i get to take a break from all the shitty workload.
nothing much though. dont feel like blogging these few days.
wait for a drawing to come by or whatever. haha.
what a surprise to 'bump' into someone round the corner.
rock on...
love you...
nothing much though. dont feel like blogging these few days.
wait for a drawing to come by or whatever. haha.
what a surprise to 'bump' into someone round the corner.
rock on...
love you...
Friday, August 10, 2007
Sunday, July 29, 2007
skinny skeleton man
too much of a good thing is great.
too much of Miami Ink, and this is what you get.
too much of Miami Ink, and this is what you get.
Monday, July 23, 2007
cloudy tank
this week will be another killer week, followed by next week and the week after. staircase submission, interim and JC 3.
think of the many sleepless nights.
gawd.
i will still love you and continue to do so, even if you get fat.
rock on...
love you...
Saturday, July 14, 2007
nothing else matters
the end of poly50...
we got 25th overall position..
25/100++ teams...
on another note..
im really sorry for what happened. i think it was a misunderstanding on my part. i didnt expect it to turn out that way but im really glad it turned out fine. if you find it a burden, you could always say. lets not be rash. think of the different possibilities rather than take the easy way out. whats the point of going, when youve spent more than 2 years dedicating to that single cause?
there is still much to be learnt and endured. in anything anywhere, there are bound to be obstacles. its just how you want to approach it and deal with it. nothing is ever easy. nobody will ever be fully prepared. fate can be cruel and merciless, or it can be kind and predictable. whatever it is, it has to be met with with full determination. do not give up.
i make mistakes. i am careless, somehow. i am also a dreamer. i dont take things seriously because i do not think that the consequences are devastating enough for me to give a thought. everything is opinionated. follow your heart. do not copy but adapt. it is unwise to follow the crowd unless you are certain that it is the right direction. think before you do. in every situation there are many possible choices to make with many different outcomes. its how you handle it that makes it turn out great.
i feel that im lucky enough. do you feel the same way?
ROCK ON...
LOVE YOU...
next time, we'll take on LAMB OF GOD...
Monday, July 09, 2007
one earth, live it
"i know you are but what am i?" -Bart Simpson
yeah well, i know i havent been updating much. and you people dont tag much either. im just caught up with a lot of schoolwork (submission in 2 weeks time), which is gawd-awful, poly50 training and laziness. and for the sake of live earth, which was two days ago, im gonna type in green.
these few days have been uneventful i guess. the usual - late for lecture, attending half tutorial to go band/soccer/eat/soccer/soccer. havent been gyming these few weeks. ive gotten much skinnier around the arms, which kinda has me in a disappointing mood. and its all because of poly50. this year is my first and my last. my friend said that once you go running you lose weight. i dont see the connection but i am seeing it happen so after poly50, no more i say.
joey has been extremely active since i cleaned his tank last week. he'd swim around non-stop and keeps looking at me for food, which is good. i dont want my turtle to get unhealthy. its very menacing to go to the vet. i dont even know if vets in singapore treated turtles! they dont have anything for turtles in the pet shops. its all for cats and dogs.
there's the bugger. he's not really big, about smaller than your palm?.
yeah well, i know i havent been updating much. and you people dont tag much either. im just caught up with a lot of schoolwork (submission in 2 weeks time), which is gawd-awful, poly50 training and laziness. and for the sake of live earth, which was two days ago, im gonna type in green.
these few days have been uneventful i guess. the usual - late for lecture, attending half tutorial to go band/soccer/eat/soccer/soccer. havent been gyming these few weeks. ive gotten much skinnier around the arms, which kinda has me in a disappointing mood. and its all because of poly50. this year is my first and my last. my friend said that once you go running you lose weight. i dont see the connection but i am seeing it happen so after poly50, no more i say.
joey has been extremely active since i cleaned his tank last week. he'd swim around non-stop and keeps looking at me for food, which is good. i dont want my turtle to get unhealthy. its very menacing to go to the vet. i dont even know if vets in singapore treated turtles! they dont have anything for turtles in the pet shops. its all for cats and dogs.
there's the bugger. he's not really big, about smaller than your palm?.
i would really appreciate it if someone got me a new mouse. my mouse is dead. well, not exactly. its just that it reacts so slowly and sometimes it doesnt react at all! i need a high-class mouse. maybe a razer? hahaha..in my dreams!
that's about it for today. for those of you who read anyways.
rock on...
love you...
Monday, July 02, 2007
lateral damage
the ngee ann polytechnic concert thingy they had with the combined secondary schools was THE most awful horrifying disappointing shindig that i have ever been to. plus i paid 6 bucks for it. shame.
np band percussion really really sucked cause they kept going OFF TEMPO, even with an easy chicken feet song like INTO THE JOY OF SPRING...what a JOKE man!
and you people wore the sash on the wrong side. why the hell do you need berets indoors?
rock on...
love you...
np band percussion really really sucked cause they kept going OFF TEMPO, even with an easy chicken feet song like INTO THE JOY OF SPRING...what a JOKE man!
and you people wore the sash on the wrong side. why the hell do you need berets indoors?
rock on...
love you...
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
school
somehow someway, i think that someone should rethink and remake the secondary school syllabus. and maybe JC too.
gray is a nice colour. so subtle and neutral. much like myself. gray is in everything you see and at everywhere you look. gray IS the light. without gray there would be no shades, no shifting tones. gray may be the filler but without a filler everything would be empty. gray isnt sad. its calm and silent. its cool. like the sandman! gray is the colour of shadows, of tarmac roads, of dull steel. no gray is not boring. in correct doses, gray can be spectacular. kinda like ecstacy. gray is nice and i love gray. one of my favourite colours besides all the other colours.
i dont think that dinosaurs are fierce creatures. how do you know what they think? most of them have puny brains - making them utterly retarded. all i know is, dinosaurs LOVE rainbows!
rock on..
love you...
Friday, June 22, 2007
disdain - gray is nice
"you threaten my people with death and slavery.."
"this is madness!!"
"this is Sparta!!!"
for the past three days, i went on an emotional rollercoaster. and whats the highlight of a rollercoaster? why, its the slow creepy climb to the peak - before you drop to death. and then there's always the loops to make your innards feel messed up and you have absolutely no sense of knowing which way is up.
its much the same. you feel happy, excited. next thing you know it, you're so fucked up that you wanna hurt someone real bad.
stupid band practise stupid fun day stupid band practise.
no, im not insulting the band people arh..paiseh.
rock on...
love you...
"this is madness!!"
"this is Sparta!!!"
for the past three days, i went on an emotional rollercoaster. and whats the highlight of a rollercoaster? why, its the slow creepy climb to the peak - before you drop to death. and then there's always the loops to make your innards feel messed up and you have absolutely no sense of knowing which way is up.
its much the same. you feel happy, excited. next thing you know it, you're so fucked up that you wanna hurt someone real bad.
stupid band practise stupid fun day stupid band practise.
no, im not insulting the band people arh..paiseh.
rock on...
love you...
Sunday, June 10, 2007
on holiday!
going to malaysia fer a study trip
wont be back till 13
rock on...
love you...
never good with colours, me...
wont be back till 13
rock on...
love you...
never good with colours, me...
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
call me
its been so lonely without her.
and she wont come for band no more.
the cruel inhumanity of love.
Ive got sore legs and blisters on my feet. my arms fall heavy to my sides. i limp as i walk. my lips are forever dry and my face shows nothing but exhaustion. see, that's what you get from poly50 training, street soccer AND gym - in three consecutive days. bugger.
I'm tired and i yearn for my love.
but there's good news!
next week marks the start holidays...
yeah, holidays start next week and we begin with a study trip to KL. after that the guys are going to CAGE at kallang to play. yup. Ive never been there before, hope these blisters heal before then. I'm gonna have so much fun next week enjoying air-con in the hotel, hotel breakfast, hotel beds etc. and the thing about hotels is that they're cleaner than resorts! and after the trip its a showdown in the CAGE. i hope i don't get thrashed that badly, though it is inevitable that i WILL get thrashed. just wanna have a good game, good time. AND after that, i will get to see her!
so all is not lost eh?
been feeling abit piratey these days.
rock on...
love you..
and she wont come for band no more.
the cruel inhumanity of love.
Ive got sore legs and blisters on my feet. my arms fall heavy to my sides. i limp as i walk. my lips are forever dry and my face shows nothing but exhaustion. see, that's what you get from poly50 training, street soccer AND gym - in three consecutive days. bugger.
I'm tired and i yearn for my love.
but there's good news!
next week marks the start holidays...
yeah, holidays start next week and we begin with a study trip to KL. after that the guys are going to CAGE at kallang to play. yup. Ive never been there before, hope these blisters heal before then. I'm gonna have so much fun next week enjoying air-con in the hotel, hotel breakfast, hotel beds etc. and the thing about hotels is that they're cleaner than resorts! and after the trip its a showdown in the CAGE. i hope i don't get thrashed that badly, though it is inevitable that i WILL get thrashed. just wanna have a good game, good time. AND after that, i will get to see her!
so all is not lost eh?
been feeling abit piratey these days.
rock on...
love you..
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