Sunday, June 28, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
back from europe
Thursday, June 11, 2009
europe
And I'll see you, and your fam, in Venice. I'll text you the details along the way.
rock on
3MC - those who couldnt send me off, thats ok men. I be back on the 27th, around 11am.
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
england U21
timecheck - 4:06
My late-night-holiday curse kicks in and I happen to chance upon England against Azerbaijan (U21)
its 75minutes into the match and England are leading 6-0. And what did they do?
they send in a goalkeeper...
...to play as a striker.
Bastard sia they all. HAHAHAHA. Like that isn't in-your-face enough to Azerbaijan.
rock on
i dunno why im blogging this
oh yah and on the 81st minute they sub the keeper for another keeper so all the keepers got to play tonight.
Sunday, June 07, 2009
existential woes
or if I get jealous just like that
or when I think I deserve more attention
because you guys should celebrate with me but don't (i worked hard for this)
when I cannot lie anymore
I'm low on cash and not working (heck, ive never worked a day in my life)
when I'm missing you
insomnia also
i need to settle stuff man
rock on
Friday, June 05, 2009
Thursday, June 04, 2009
more experiments!
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
rembrandt
You can find more from http://www.brothers-brick.com


Painting's by Rembrandt if you don't know it by now.
rock on
Sunday, May 31, 2009
this is not a print! at 8Q
She's so intrigued.
There's a print exhibition going on at 8Q. "This is not a print!" features works by Lichtenstein, Hockney, Rauschenberg and many more. A must see for all my fellow future printmakers. Didn't take any photos of the artworks cause you have to see them for yourself.
rock on
four lamborghinis and a reventon whizzed by
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Sunday, May 24, 2009
experimenting


Linocut watercolour Prints on paper
A4
Second one is mounted
I rotted the entire day at home untill at night I couldn't rot anymore. So I took out my paints and leftover paper, searched for that linocut relief I made last year and got to work. Kinda looks like the stuff you see on BOOOOOOOM!
rock on
the 2nd one is for you Jan
anybody want the first one?
Saturday, May 23, 2009
my apology
Sorry, that I did not inform you that I was going to stay over at my friend's place that night. It was only ONE night.
You see after assessment ended all of us (NAFA people) just wanted to have fun and have a barbecue. Each and every one of us deserved this barbecue because each and every one of us put in so much effort in our projects and daily assignments (most of us anyway). And it baffles me, that I don't get recognition for all the things I've worked so hard for.
What have I done tell me, to have made you treat me transparent? What? Did I almost go to jail? Do I speak loudly and harshly to any of us at home? Do I play soccer everyday and not care about my work?
And for just this once that I did commit wrong. This once I just forgot.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
ultra-magnus
Saturday, May 16, 2009
heather
rock on
i jogged today and it was a blast
Thursday, May 14, 2009
arrow
Now all that's on my mind is :
gym
swim
jules
3MC
europe trip
SLEEP
and that's about it. The after-exam mood is s l o w l y seeping in.
rock on
pictures willl post if peoples given me
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Friday, May 08, 2009
napping on the train
you need big ass headphones to get into the nafa toilets
You know assessment's getting to you when you can't help but fall asleep on the train. And everyday you are this close to catching that last train. But you don't (thankfully) cause you leave school early.
The only thing done is 2D.
More effort boy. Much more effort is needed. Maybe I should get a whole carton of Redbull like Fish and tawn through the nights.
it's ok if we abstain. just not too long k. i was kidding when i said i could hold it off like forever. that's nonsense =x i love you. and i dont feel unfair at all when i send you back and come home late. cause you're worth it love. whatever effort i put into this and into you im getting it back, sometimes even 2fold. =]
rock on
Sunday, May 03, 2009
Thursday, April 30, 2009
old
Good God sometimes I miss the good ole days. I threw my geeky gaming life away for the better(?)(must be right, I have good grades now). But sometimes I just sit back and think bout all the funtimes and MAN. Awesome.
=(
rock on
i want a mohawk
Sunday, April 26, 2009
this one's for you love
the world i love the tears i drop to be part of the wave can't stop.
ever wonder if it's all for you?
rock on
did you know that by even liking this one teensy tiny bit you make my world a whole lot better?
Thursday, April 23, 2009
bliss
Will post assessment artwork once completed.
rock on
Friday, April 17, 2009
look closer
Sunday, April 12, 2009
20
Assessment is in 3 weeks right? (correct me if I'm wrong, I always screw up dates like this)
A lot of things haven't done la as usual. Good thing is, final projects for all the classes have been issued. So time to start thinking of what do paint/draw already.
No time for stress though. Stress doesn't have anything to do with me cause I'll be with Mong's travelling circus!
rock on
way too much metal already
Friday, April 03, 2009
progress
When you stay up late at night knowing there's going to be school tomorrow you suddenly realise that you're taking time for granted. I'm so sorry I did not immediately fall asleep. I do not possess that kind of ability. Unlike someone I know ;) But here's a dream.
I dreamt that in the future my friends (which set of friends I do not remember but to take a guess I think my NAFA friends and 3MC) gave me a bike. Like one of those kawasakis but bigger. It was very old and salvaged from different bikes. How do I know this? It was blue, green, red and copper brown all at the same time. And then before the dream faded it dawned upon me that I don't have a bike license. How was I supposed to ride it?
So now I'm going to try and fall asleep. And I'm going to dream that this time, I'll get my license. Then I can ride my bike. I know. Good night.
rock on
Monday, March 30, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
random again
Monday, March 23, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
please refrain from touching the artwerk pt1.
Monday, March 16, 2009
all killer no filler

I realised that I can get quite violent and destructive if I let myself be. When angered or frustrated I tend to think of really bad stuff that can hurt the people around me. Sometimes I just think too much these days. But how can you not? When life's taking a fast turn and most of the time you're trying to keep up. I guess that's how it is then.
I have to remember. If I'm mad, I have to get rid of it in a less destructive way. Less negative angsty thoughts. There's no one there for you to punch and kick and really whack it all out. It's just your mind playing with you.
And people can get hurt. People who are your friends. People who are innocent. And people that you love.
rock on
Thursday, March 12, 2009
swee
Monday, March 09, 2009
Saturday, March 07, 2009
to make it official
So I went to catch the Nerves on the opening day of NOISE Singapore and Syaq plays the drums like a possessed animal on drugs. Haha. Quite cool actually. He doesn't really play the technical stuff but he just plays it so real. Something like Chad Smith but with more hair.
I'm still stuck with a lot of school work. I haven't done the essays. I haven't completed anatomy. I haven't finished the vector art thing and I haven't even started on the photomontages (this one i think i'll anyhow do) There's still 2d to do and we don't have enough textures.
But technical drawing and watercolor are done. (shhh, don't tell anybody i freehanded the ellipses)
rock on
you make me soar into space without them astronaut suits
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Thursday, February 26, 2009
duude
Dude. 3D class we be doing(did) this. I'm the only bugger that chose to do the old man. Basically we're supposed to sculpt a copy of an original plaster cast (face), and then cast our own sculptures. Mr Tay said we could add some 'minor' touches to ours so I added the Rock eyebrows and horns (which were purely accidental at first) Veh cool.
Tutorial's next week. So much work to do. Dying O_o
rock on
Monday, February 23, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
=\
My room is too disgusting already. I've got no time to clean it up its always off to here or there to finish up some classwork. And I'm just too hard on myself. But why wouldn't I be when the school system keeps fucking up my record. I did not take that subjects you twats and that's not my GPA. I deserve better. You can go fuck yourselves. Cereal.
Apart from that everything else is fine. To quote from Rina "you and her how?" Me and her has always been good, cept for a few things in between. And it should be that way. It's too unnatural if it's all ups and no downs. Where's the balance to that? And it's even worse if it's all downs lol (i've been there, not a pretty place).
Mellow music is good therapy for my metal-ridden soul. I admit the metal's been getting at me one way or another and I don't like it, no matter how good it feels. I needed the in-between and I think I've found it (keane? no take that! wait..OH snow patrol! don't ridicule me you lol)
I went to mosque today and it felt good.
rock on
thank you for coming all the way to queenstown
Monday, February 16, 2009
Dzakiology
***********FOOD-OLOGY***************
What is your salad dressing of choice?
Ceasar with tons of mayonnaise
What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Bali Thai. The fish. =O
What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
My grandma's cooking
What are your pizza toppings of choice?
MEAT
What do you like to put on your toast?
Scrambled yeggs with lots of butter!
**********TECHNOLOGY*****************
How many television sets do you have at home?
2. 1 for the PS
What colour of cell phone do you have?
Black baby
***************BIOLOGY******************
Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right
Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
I hope not
What is the last heavy item you lifted?
100pounds at the tricep machine thingy
Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
Nope
************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************
If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
Where's the fun in that?
If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Never
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
If I could i would
************DUMBOLOGY******************
How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
Zero =\ does the shitty $50 slippers from Pedro count?
Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
When I was walking to 7-11 to buy a drink with Ian. Routine check mah ass don't I look old enough to be an adult?
Last person you talked to?
A lot of people. It doesn't matter
Last person you hugged?
Wasn't it you? =) I dunno
**************FAVORITOLOGY****************
Season?
Haven't experienced any =\
Holiday?
To Amsterdam to smoke weed(legally) and to visit that bridge by Shertogenbosch ;)
Day of the week?
Saturday
Month?
December - holiday times
***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************
Missing someone?
Definitely
Mood?
Killing time before I sleep
What are you listening to?
Holy Diver - Dio
Watching?
Nothing
Worrying about?
Schoolwork and moneh
***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************
First place you went this morning?
(you mean first real place right) School
What’s the last movie you saw?
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
Do you smile often?
I smile enough =)
***************QUESTIONS***************
1)Do you always answer your phone?
Unless it's an unknown number then yes
2) It’s four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
The someone that's having nightmares about Left4Dead
3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Maroon
4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
Super!
5) Do you own a digital camera?
A crappy one
6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
Goldfish, fighting fish, luo han fish, guppies, tetras..yep. One too many
7) Favorite Christmas song?
Silent Night/Feliz Navidad
8) What’s on your wish list for your birthday?
MacBook Pro! Or Sabian cymbals
9) Can you do push ups?
Duh
10) Can you do a chin up?
Duh duh
11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Depends on the future right?
12) Do you have any saved texts?
Yep.
13) Ever been in a car wreck?
Seen a few though
14) Do you have an accent?
Mat accent! Nah just kidding
15) What is the last song to make you cry?
Snuff - Slipknot. Troubled times man
16) Plans tonight?
Supper and/or sleep
17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yeah of course. But I'm not there any more and it feels good
18) Name 3 things you bought in the last week
Groceries, food and movie tickets
19) Have you ever been given roses?
Only during band concerts (so long ago lah)
20) Current worry?
Planning my schedule
21) Current hate right now?
My artskeelz is not on form
22) Met someone who changed your life?
HAHA. Yes =]
23) How did you bring in the New Year?
With 3MC at Queen's
24) What song represents you?
What about genre? Funk =)
:) Name three people who might complete this?
I don't like to sabo people (so not true)
26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night
Finishing Miguel's work
27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
Sonovabitch I'm late =x
rock on
Saturday, February 14, 2009
i love you
mellow listener
hippo lover
close competitor
biased critic
essay queen
poet
writer
artist
lover
friend
and so much more.
So many things in so little time. Yet, it's only the beginning ain't it love?
Thank you for the peekcha and the wonderful dinner we made together (though every dinner with you is wonderful).
rock on
Friday, February 13, 2009
almost
I'm glad today there weren't any fireworks, though the conditions for one were clearly there. Tempers were held back I guess and that's good. Forgiveness was spread across from one to the other and whatever that is preventable was prevented.
Water under the bridge is all.
I'm glad we didn't explode. I'm glad it didn't happen. And I'm too glad we talked about it in the end. It felt great to release whatever it was that was inside and the fact that you took it calmly and was so forgiving made it a lot easier on me. I'm still sorry though. It takes a while to get it out of my system =). But here's to us, 3 months of friendship, love, being there for each other and for all the awesomeness. Thank you.
rock on
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
tired beyond tired
I actually managed to last for hour before I buang (wanna vomit).
History oh history. It's getting too political and dry already with le French revolution and whatnot. Rococo Loco Roco baby! XD
Oh yes before I end this,
I love his sound man. That snare is sexy.
rock on
Sunday, February 08, 2009
bubbles
Leslie was talking to me about Magic the other day. Hell no I am never going back but the art is as sweet as ever. It seems that I've lost touch with my inner fantasy goober. Magic art used to be my passion and it has been long since I've drawn anything fantasy. Honestly, how can you not get sick of drawing bottles and fruits everyday.

And generally I don't like painting but I have to tahan man =/
rock on
western painting or printmaking?
Sunday, February 01, 2009
oh shit
I haven't been drawing the stuff I like. The usual fantasy stuff. It's all either still life, landscape or peoples. I don't mind drawing peoples but they move too much or other people will just happen to stand there, obstructing your very nice view, once you've started your sketch.
Damnit ok. Just. Stand. Still.
But anyway, here's something to take my mind off from all the artsy fartsy nonsense that's driving everyone crazy. Eets time to annoy the neighbours.
Hello you =] yesterday was an awesome-tastic day with you, as with every other day. I had fun looking at all the spiders and pulling you up those steep lengthy flights of stairs haha. I have a gutsy feeling I'll never get sick of you. Oh well. And by the way, you just leveled! =] Hello Charmeleon!
rock on
haha ok now i feel like jamming











